Jean is an Idiot ( Jean x Marco )

Chapter 6

I wake up and groan once I realize what time it is. Time to go to hell. I throw the covers of my bed onto the floor and walk to bathroom to do my hair.
Once I was all done and said goodbye to my mom, I climbed up to Marco's window but for some reason, it was closed, but no just closed, locked. Is he angry that I kind of made him have sex with me yesterday. Dammit Jean!
I'm an asshole, I know. What should I do though?

I walked to school alone. It sound pretty childish that I'm upset about walking to school alone, but I was upset. I'm just too attached. What if Marco doesn't like me anymore after what happened with his dad and I?No, I'm just thinking too much about it.
I continue walking and see Eren walking with Armin. Great,that ass Eren. But I guess in a way, I'm just like him and he's just like me.

"Hey Jean!" Armin says. "Hey." I say back to him and continue walking.
"Um, where's Marco..?"
"His window was closed. I thought he was mad at me or he's upset about his dad." Marco had texted Armin and Eren about what happened the other day after it all happened. Armin nods and takes my hand. "I'll walk with you if you want. Eren is getting a ride from our French teacher." He smirks at Eren. I look over at Eren. Is he actually like..sleeping with our French teacher?! What the fuck is up with that? That's messed up, but I mean, love is love. Eren understands that.

"I told him he doesn't have to but he insisted!" Eren watches as a car parks next to him. "Eren,get your ass in the car, I have to get working on those exams."
"I told you to work on them yesterday but you decided to.." He turns to Armin and I. "We'll talk about this later.." He says blushing as he gets in the car.

"So my sort of friend is dating one of our teachers. That's definitely normal."
"At least Eren's happy. He hasn't mentioned his parents. So what happened with Marco's mom?"
I shrug. "He doesn't talk about her a lot. I'm not sure how she died, I just know she did. I remember when she died. Marco was indescribable. And his dad was so quiet, he locked himself in his room and didn't say one word to Marco and I.

Marco did tell me once that his mom left his dad. I hadn't seen her for days when I'd go over Marco's house. I'm guessing because he was always drunk.I wonder if he wants to see her still.He used to talk about how he wants to see her again, but then he found out she died. Or more so, assumed. They are not sure if his mom is dead, but Marco and his dad would say that it's the only possibility at this point. Marco's mom loves Marco very much. He says that if she doesn't contact Marco, she'd probably be dead.

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I didn't see Marco at school.I was hoping he'd be there but he wasn't.
I start walking home but then I saw him sitting on the tree next to my school. "Marco." I walk over to him and hug him.He chuckles. "Missed me that much?" He says hugging back. "Oh you know it." I say and kiss him lightly before anyone could see us.But after a while..he pushed me back a little.

"Sorry.." I say awkwardly. "It's not you Jean.It's just me feeling bad about what I put you through." He grabs my hand hand and lightly rolls his thumb over the scratch I had gotten from Marco's dad.
"Hey,someday you and I will have to go through everything together. Starting now isn't bad." He looks down. "I'm leaving Jean."

"Leaving?"
"I have to move in with my aunt.I can't stay here.I have no family members here."
"N-no..can't she move here?"
Marco sighs and holds my hand tighter.
"I didn't want to tell you this but..my mom,she..wants to see me."
"I thought she was dead?!"
"So did I.. so did everyone, but she's just been..recovering from things."
Marco's always wanted to see him mom again. For fuck's sake, he thought she was dead! I'd be a bad boyfriend to make him stay just because I'm selfish,but then we may not be boyfriends at all if he leaves.

"Jean,I love you.It's not like I'll be there forever.One day I'll find you and we'll get married.." He blushes and hugs me tight. Shit,the one who is crying is always Marco but this time, I'm crying. It's not like we'll lose contact but it'll be a long time until I get to hug him like this again.

"When are you leaving..?"
"A week." I sigh and reach into my bag for something.
"Here." I hold the box for Marco to take. "What this?" He opens it and looked shocked.

"I-It's a necklace..it's not big deal though. I-I just happen to have this here, y'know..?" He smiled and than laughs.
"Jean, thank you, but this is way too expensive, I have to return it."
"I-If I kept it, it would just end up in unused or lost..I want you to have it."
He takes it and puts it in his pocket then kisses me on the cheek.

"Sometimes I wonder if you really are the dominate one in this relationship."
He laughs. "Of course I am.Y-You just make me feel really nervous sometimes..that's all." I say. He scoffs, then laughs.
"Whatever you say."

I smile and walk home with Marco.
I really don't want him to leave.This time I can't stop his family from taking him.I'll feel bad,but I'll feel bad if I don't do anything to keep him from leaving..

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So I started writing more because these fanfiction chapters are too short.I hope this is good though.I thought of this chapter at like 4:30 AM a week ago. :3