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"so eun ah?" her mom shaked her ..." what are you dreaming? why does your face look so pale...? are you sick?"

SO EUN'S POV

thank god ..mom woke me up.... but why did i have such a weird dream... im afraid coz i know all my dreams mean something...suppose if it happens what would i answer? will i  tell no? wouldnt that be a lie? what if i say yes? its a lie too.. its not that im in love with him.. i just care about him a lot... i just feel secure around him.. like being in my fathers hold... so what is this? maybe its just respect and some obsession on a friend? i hope so.. i dont know... but when i get the answer ill follow my heart... i wish this wouldnt happen... ah i have a lot to think about... what is going on with hyuna? why does she behave differently all of a sudden? did i do something wrong? dont tell me... maybe is it true? maldo andwe... maldo andwe... im being a stupid..... so eun... stop it... but what if  hyuna likes him? so what , as if it matters to me... i dont care as long as my friends are happy and our friendship is good... i dont want it to spoil this wonderful gift that we have received from god... we are so lucky... i cant let it hurt for any reason... thats okay...why should i worry about something that havent happened or will never happen... even if it happens... i want to remain the same... and i believe that i will... but hyuna.... why cant she come to send him off.. whats so important than that? okay.. let me see what happens tomorrow..even if she begs me im gonna be tough i will not let her pass that gift through me.... ah.. my mind is filed with thoughts i need to clear them out....

END OF SO EUN'S POV


author's pov

so eun got up from bed and took out her ipod and played her favourite playlist...it started playing...

her favourite drama ost... from f4!!!!

t max 

almost paradise.......

a-chimboda to nunbushin
nal hyanghan noye sarangi
on sesang da gajindeuthae

In my life
nae ji-chin salme kkum-chorom
tagawajun ni moseubeul
onjekkajina saranghal su it-damyon

almost paradise
brighter than the morning
is your love coming towards me
it's as though i have the whole world

in my life
like a dream in my tired life
if only it is you, who came to me, that i can love forever

holding your hand, yell to the world with all my might
walking the skies, i promise to love only you forever
the paradise that unfolded in our dreams
i can go anywhere if it's with you, to the my paradise

forget the pain and the times of suffering you've had
it's the start now, together with you
we're going to take off, running
loving you forever

almost paradise
warmer than the sun
are your eyes that are looking at me
it's as though i have the whole world

in my life
like a light in my tired life
if only i can cherish forever the love you gave to me

you are all of my love
you are all of my life
hanging all i have on the line
i love you

like the blue ocean is our wonderful paradise
i can go anywhere if it's with you, to the my paradise

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