Chapter 2

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Here I am, still sobbing and crying whilst I'm in the car with Harry driving up to his flat. My grandfather had just died, I couldn't handle all of the memories I had with him, since I was little.

FLASHBACK

"Papa! Stop!" I said squirming trying to get out of his reach. He always used to do this to me. He'd tell me he's gonna play the guitar, so he grabs me and tilts me to the side and pulls up my arm and starts to pretend like he's playing the guitar my ticking my armpit. I loved it when he used to do that.

"You love it don't deny it!" He said and set me down on his lap.

"I love you papa." I said and kissed his cheek.

END

I cried even harder remembering that flashback, everything was so vivid, so blurry, I felt like I lost hope. I used to call him papa when I was little because I had no dad, yeah I have a stepdad, but I don't like him. I only seen him twice in my lifetime. I never liked him and I never will. Louis never liked him either but Louis doesn't like our biological father either, I don't know why, he's never told me.

"Come on love, lets go inside." He said whilst opening the door for me.

He opened his flat door and moved to the side and gestured his arm for me to enter.

"After you my love." He said and flashed a bright smile that showed his dimples.

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"So care to tell me what's on your mind and what happened?" He said whilst taking a sip of tea.

"M-my Grandfather d-d-." I didn't finish my sentence because I started to cry and sob and just I wanted to die.

He ran up to me and embraced me into a hug. I was sitting on the couch and he sat on the other side of the couch but moved closer to me.

"Hey, it's ok, I know how it feels, my grandma died but I moved on, I love her so I let go." He said whilst rubbing circles around my back.

I nodded and hugged him closer to me.

"Thank you Harry, I know we just met and everything, but thank you." I said and hugged him tighter and he placed his head in the crook of my neck and I did the same as well.

We hugged for a good 5 minutes.

"Ok, lets not be sad bums, lets go do something." He said.

"But my grandad just died, I don't feel like doing anything." I said looking down fiddling with my finger nails.

"Ok, how about a day of cuddled and Disney movies?" He said.

"Sounds like a plan."

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"Ahhh!" I echoed from my mouth as Harry was shooting popcorn into my mouth.

We had a day of fun movies, and cuddling. And to be honest. He smells really good! I'm not a creeper, but he smells so sweet! Like sweet pancakes or like vanilla. I don't know but he smelled so delightful.

Oh shit! I have to go study for my exam! It's already 10:44 pm.

"Harry, I have to go study, my exams tomorrow." I said getting up whilst picking up the popcorn and candy and the mess made real quick so I can leave and not be rude to leave a mess.

"Oh yeah, here I'll help you." He said and picked up the blankets and pillows.

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"Harry, thank you for comforting me today, I needed it. I'll call you tomorrow and tell you how I did on the exam." I said and he nodded as we stepped on my door steps.

"Well, by Harry." I said and opened my flat door.

I waited for a second and opened the door again.

"Wait Harry!" I said whilst he was taking his last step off my porch. I ran down and kissed his cheek.

I peeked through the door and said goodbye and he waved off with a smirk.

Jesus, I swear my lips tingled when I kissed his cheek.

Oh right! I need to study!

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'Goodnight love.xx hope you pass your exam.'

Harry had texted me and I smiled and put my phone to charge. I changed into my pajamas.

My purple PINK sweater and I put on some plain gray sweat pants on and I put my hair in a messy bun and headed off to sleep.

"Grandpa I miss you dearly, tell everyone I said hi up there in the sky, look after me grandpa, I miss you very much, I love you. Amen"

I prayed to my Grandpa. I felt a tear brim down my eye but I wiped it away and turned to the left side of the bed. I knew it was gonna happen sooner or later, he was already 85, I can't do anything about it.

But I guess...

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A/N

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