When I was 13 years old we were getting lower on money and my mom got carpel tunnel and back surgery. I kept falling and hurting my ankles and well.... We were behind on hospital bills. (We still are :( )
The thing is...... I was at school and my friends were all having problems and so was I and as everyone else got better I got worse.
I fell in love (puppy love) with a guy. He was nice, romantic, and was friends with my friends. (He dated one of them before.) Anyway me and him liked each other well I didn't know he liked me at first. At our school we got some laptop and used thematic home and school. I would use mine for music mainly. One day at school I got a message. From: Tyson. (His actual name) Hey Clara I heard you were cutting yourself. Please stop I don't want another friend dead. I texted back on Mail. Tyson I am cutting but its not that bad its just here and there. I also was told you liked me. 0_0 he messaged me back in my next class science.Yah kind of...... That was it for that day.
At my grandmas, "Hey grandma I am going to go in my room on my laptop k?" She replied, "Yah I don't care." I logged in. First thing 'Tyson' hey can we talk? I typed sure I am not busy. He replied a little while later. Good I wanted to ask you something. I told him that he could ask away. Clara.....will you be my girlfriend? I told him yah sure. We talked for hours and sent pictures of silly faces and selfies and teen stuff. I liked him a lot. I was still cutting here and there but not that much.
Not too long after we were dating I started telling him to ride his bike over to my house sneakily. We would talk and kiss. Sometimes we would talk about.....well stuff we shouldn't have. On the laptops we would talk about things we shouldn't sometimes too. My dad didn't know and was a little abusive. I started cutting worse. Me and Tyson started growing farther apart after his dad read our laptops and found out about me and him sneaking. (He also knew about my cutting) Tyson's dad did not want me near Tyson. I still hung out with Tyson. But I didn't know that These little incident would cause me to almost die.
