Angel in my Dream

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Angel in my Dream

By

vhentekuwatro

(LIX MARQUEZ)

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ALEX's POV

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I'm not a perfect person

I can make mistakes

But still,

I love those people

who stay with me after knowing

the real personality behind me..

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F*Ck...Why?...why not me...? why this is happening..?

Why?.....

Its all my fault..

this is not going to happen if i listen to them....my pride affected me too much..

Napaka iresponsable ko...wala akong nagawa para iligtas sila..napakahina ko.. naging mahina ako...sobra sobra akong nanliliit sa sarili ko..

P*TA....How bad I am..

I need to change everything from bad to good, wrong to right, and evil to God.

thinking of people who I've been treasured in my life are the one who sacrificed for my sin... that's a big SH*T..

everytime it come to my mind I always feel bad..

Wala akong kwentang tao.

(suddenly there's a song are being played which is entitled "Lead me Lord")

pang-asar ah...

...habang tumatagal I can't see anything

only I see dark...

Matapos ang ilang minuto kinuha ko ang tali sa damitan ko at inilagay ito sa kisame ng aking kuwarto.

and with that , I'm thinking to end my life with this mess of mine..

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