Grimace(Jungkook angst/fanfic)

Chapter 7:For You

#Jungkook's POV

I rolled in my bed,i cant sleep..i looked towards the clock beside me

4am..

So i decided to look around the house,i went downstairs and sat on the sofa,leaning at the place she sat when we watched the KDrama

Smells like her,her sweet scent

I went outside her house,and walked around the streets,

It was quiet and dark..scared?nope,not at all

I went back to the park,looking at the stars

people will probably think im crazy to walk here by myself at 4:32 am..

I sat on the grass,took some tiny rocks and threw it in the lake

I sighed and i lie down in the grass

admiring the stars..

And i started singing the song my brother used to sing in his room

Me and my brother made that song together,but it was never completed fully after he got his heart disease,i tried to finish the song and sing it to him and cheer him up with this song but..

-flashback

"Aishh.."Jungkook ruffled his hair and grunted

"I have to do this..Jungkook,you can do it,do it for him"he thought himself

"Just one day, if I can be with you,
Just one day if we could play again together..aishh..thats not right.."he ruffled his hair again

I was just 14 years old,im still a kid..i just cant do it by myself,its easier with him

I stared at the paper for a moment suddenly my umma drag me out of the room without saying anything,tears were on her face,appa was in the car,honking so we walk faster,then he bring us to the hospital

We entered the hospital and walked towards his room,and we saw the nurses and doctor bring him out of his room and rushed him somewhere

He's face was pale,we ran to him and walked fastly beside the nurses and doctor..umma was crying so badly and appa was screaming his name,i cried,all of us cried histerically,i dont want him to leave me

Umma and appa kisses his forehead and gave him support

"Everythings gonna be fine dear"umma said while cupping his face

"I want you to know,we love you so much"appa said while holding his hands

He looked towards me "Jungkook~"he said in a slow voice "Dont worry okay?" And smiled..

he looked very weak

"Yah,dont look at me like that.."and i laughed bitterly while crying

"Jungkook,can you promise me something..?" He said sofly,I nodded

"Please give her this.."and he slowly pulled out a necklace,his necklace,and gave it to me

I nodded

"Tell her that i like her..and i would never forget her..and Jungkook..your the best brother and friend i've ever had,dont forget that okay?"

We almost arrived at the emergency room

"Jungkook,please finish the song,i want you too sing it to her,for me..and.."he suddenly coughed and it was blood

I looked in schock