Poems and other random pieces of writing

Hate, Hate, Hate

I hate that you are not in my life anymore,

I hate that I made you so important in my life and now you're gone I feel stuck,

I hate that I bring so much happiness to other people and can't seem to keep it for myself,

I hate that I let myself be so involved with you I forgot about me,

I hate that you're not around anymore,

I hate that I was so in love with you,

I hate how amazed I was by your presence that I ignored everyone else's,

I hate that through these cold nights where I want to imagine I'm over it you're still stuck in my mind,

I hate that I can't use certain words or phrases because you used to say them to me,

But the thing I hate the most, is the fact that through it all,

I hate that I let it get this bad