Girl Friend or Girlfriend [COMPLETED]

"tell me what?"

"hey were you going?" Connor asked as i stood up from my seat. "er...... i am just going up stairs i need to do something" i replied not giving much detail. i didn't want to tell them now that i was leaving because i new that they would try and change my mind. i decided to go up stair and pack and then tell them. i thought that it would be easier that way. well as easy as it gets leaving all your best friend and the love of your life without giving them a real reason why. i started walking up the stairs. i got to the top when the bathroom door swung open and hit my shoulder. i'm not going to lie it did hurt a little. "argg" i wined as i grabbed my shoulder. Anastasia was just stood there with a blank expression. "you just hit me with the door" i told her. "oh" she said as walked passed me. she started to go down the steps. how rude i would never dream of not apologizing to someone if i hit them with a door even if it was an accident! its just the right thing to do. "oh and i am fine by the way" i said in a mad sarcastic tone. brad cant half pick them. why cant he just find a nice, kind, normal girl. like me? no Lucy stop it! now is not the time.

i got to myn and Laura's bunk. I pulled out my case from under neath and started to pack the rest of my belongings.i was nearly done when i heard Laura coming up the stairs. Before i could even put my case back so she didn't see, she was stood in front of me. "god that Anastasia chick is well rude" i grumbled. "ha tell me about it" i laughed a little. "hey what's with the suit case we still have two more days?" Laura asked. she didn't even give me chance to answer her. "are you leaving" she asked. i couldn't lie. i sighed and nodded my head. "why" she asked as she came and sat on my bunk. "i cant stay here with brad now he has found Ana! that will be all he talks about and i can't listen and act like a supportive friend again like i did with Chelsea. i just cant it is too hard" i explained whilst sitting next to her. i rested my head on her shoulder and she put her arm around me. "so just tell him how you feel" i said. "what? no i can't" i said as i bolted up right and looked her in the eyes. "why not" she asked. "because i know he doesn't feel the same way so if i did tell him then it would be all awkward when he said no, then that would end up us not talking because it is awkward and then are friendship is ruined and i can't deal with that!" i explained. "well what's the point in leaving because we will becoming home in two days aways so then you will just have to make up some lie about it then" she said. she did have a point. "well to be honest i don't know, but at least if i go now it will give me two days to think of what i am going to say to him or i might go and stay with my grandparents in wales for a while but either way it is better than staying here and having to act all nice to some girl that i don't even know that well but can tell she is not nice" i rambled on. "but i don't want you to go and i know that the guys wont" Laura said trying to persuade me. "believe me i don't want to go but it is just best if i do" i said. i really didn't want to leave. "but it's brad. he is you best friend in the whole world why cant you just tell him?" Laura questioned once again. i was just about to answer when someone bet me to it and it wasn't Laura! "tell me what?"

Me and Laura shot up our head and turned around to see Brad stood at the top of the stairs. carp. "tell me what" he asked again. "errr........errr" i began to think. "she borrowed one of your beanies and now she can't find it" Laura lied. omg i was so glad that she did. i am such a bad lire. "err yeah" i said as i looked up into brads big, chocolate brown eyes."i'm so so sorry" i then added. "hey it's OK now worries, i'll just buy a new on" brad said. "are you sure because i feel so bad, i mean i will replace it i promises" i lied. great so now i have to buy him a replacement Bennie which i didn't even lose in the first place. "no its fine.......god you had me so worried i thought something bad had happened" brad said as he came up and hugged me. normal i would hug him straight brad with no hesitation about it but this time i hesitated. i have no idea what to do with myself. i hugged him back because i didn't want him to get suspicious. he released me from the hug. "hey whats with the suit case" brad asked. oh god i can't tell him now. "err.....err i just got it out to see if i had put the Bennie in here but i hadn't" i lied. for someone who hates to lie i was doing quite a lot of it today. "awww your sweet to worrie" he said as he gave me another quick hug. "right i have to go cause i am taking me new lady on a date" brad laughed. " i gave him a fake laugh as he started to walk down the steps. "have fun" i yelled. "thanks" he yelled back. And that is why i have to leave. tonight!