Bullied by him (Daniel Skye)

Regret

Daniel's P.O.V
After she told me everything Samantha had told her I saw Samantha from the corner of my eye and it looked like she was mad and coming here I could see it in her eyes. It looked like she was jealous. So I told Ashley to act normal. Samantha came up to me and Ashley, then started asking us all these questions like why are we talking and everything. I panicked knowing a HUGE part of me wanted to know if she actually liked me. So I spoke up and said "me and Ashley are dating" i knew Ashley would go with it because she liked me! "He doesn't like you! He doesn't like me! He doesn't like anyone! He's just a stupid boy Ashley how dare you do this to me?? I hate you so much! And you Daniel first you put me through all that and then you date my best friend? Wow just wow ur unbelievable." She said sounding frustrated and then walked away I told Ashley it was a joke and that I didn't like her I didn't mean to hurt her feelings but yeah. Anyways I caught up to Samantha and pulled her off her thing again. She looked like she'd been crying. Oh no what happened now...? This time I made sure to grab her by her waist instead of her wrists. "Why are you crying?" I asked with tears forming in my eyes. Oh no I really didn't mean to make her cry. Why would she cry tho it's not like she likes me?

Samantha P.O.V

I went up and heard how MY BEST/ONLY FRIEND is dating my BULLY Daniel Skye!! HOW COULD I NOT CRY???? I tried to hold the tears in while I talked Wtf is going on!! I mean I have to say I am kinda jealous but I don't know why. I think I may like Daniel a little bc of the way he's been acting but i don't know. I just don't want him to hurt me and I don't trust him about anything! I expressed my feelings towards them in a more paniky/not calm at all manner and then left. When I was on my way home I stopped for a while and started crying I got over myself and then started riding again which gave Daniel enough time to catch up to me. Ugh what now. Yet I was kinda happy to see him!
He grabbed me off of my board again and this time he grabbed me from my waist instead of my wrists cuz of the cuts...
And I guess he had seen that I had been crying. It looked like tears were forming in his eyes too. I was thinking about all of it when he snapped me out of my thoughts and he asked me "why are you crying?"
"Just leave me alone please.."
I asked really nicely and as calm as possible. I may have said leave me a lone but I kinda wanted to hear what he was gonna say. Then he started talking after a minute or so "if only you let me talk!!" I was about to say something when he took his index finger and put it over my lips motioning for me to stop talking but I flinched thinking he would do anything"
"Please don't get scared. I would never lay a hand on you" he said really sweetly. Daniel bullied me with words face to face but he would never ever TOUCH me. I didn't think he had the balls to do it. But words hurt more than you thought. He never hit me but that doesn't mean his friends and other people didn't. Then he continued "I want to explain to you EVERYTHING. And then you can tell me how you feel okay? Your too beautiful to be crying on a fine evening like this" he said with a smirk on his face but with an understanding look still there. I said DID HE JUST CALL ME BEAUTIFUL AND SMIRK AT ME??? my heart started beating REALLY REALLY fast I don't know why tho. I can't like him. Not after what he did. No. I tried to stay as calm as possible and said "um... fine.. i guess. If you want to so bad, so explain" notifying him that I was gonna sit down and that he should to. Then he started talking "look I know that you think I hate you or whatever and I know that you probably do HATE me I wouldn't bout it but look..... THIS IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO SAY so I'm just gonna say it all right now okay soo.... I-really-like-you-thats-why-i-bullied-you-thinking-it-was-the-only-way-to-talk-to-you." He said super fast I couldn't believe my ears what I just heard. Daniel Skye apologizing to me? My bully saying sorry? This must all be a joke.Wow.. Or maybe not?
"If only you could understand how much it broke my heart when you said you hated me and cut because of me I really didn't mean any of this to happen I care too much about you yes I like you and I have now for about like 2 years. I never tried to talk to you because o thought you hated me from the start and I was really really stupid and thought that if we bullied you no one would like you so I could win you over and that's probably the most selfish thing I've ever done but ALL I WANT (ayeeeee his song;) lmao) is to get to know you better and start over and maybe have you like me if so...." 2 years ago damn..... that's when he started bullying me
By this time we were both crying on the sidewalk like idiots. Then I finally spoke up and said "it's still not okay Daniel, you caused me SO much pain, I'm broken because of you. I'm gonna need a little more time to think about this okay" I said as calm as possible
He just nodded his head in understand to me. It felt nice to get an apology. I still couldn't believe this was real. I didn't think he was lying tho i think he was telling the truth.
Then we both road back to our houses in silence I went inside with a HUGE smile on my face (it was like 8pm already) wow I didn't realize we had been talking for that long. Now I have to explain why I was late to my parents and brother who was now waiting for me at the dinner table...

Daniel's P.O.V

After I told her everything. All the TRUTH. She said she would think about considering us being friends! I'm so glad I got to talk to her my day just got 10x better now the only thing that could make it perfect is IF or WHEN she forgives me! I was still hurt tho. I decided to get a blade and cut a 4 more times. One for hurting Samantha. One for making her cut. One for lying to Cameron. And one because I hate myself.
She may make me a better person at least that's what I believe. It didn't even hurt when I cut anymore. I kinda like the pain.
No one knows I cut not my friends, family, Samantha, or my fans. That's why I always hide it under my sweater. I don't know what I did to end up like this. I hate myself and always will. Nothing or no one can change that. I decided to finish up all my homework for the weekend and then I saw the time and it was 10 we eat dinner a little late on Friday's so I ran down the stairs cuz I was STARVING! I sat down to eat with my family we had normal convo's about things like school and work and then when we all finished it was 11:30 yep when we talk and eat it all takes a while. Then I decided to put on a movie. I was about 45 minutes into the movie when I fell sleep. (yep pretend today was Friday ok!) Thank god tomorrow's Saturday!! Only one more week then school's out! Can't wait. I thought to myself.