Cathryn's POV
Ethan squeezed my had as the first fans were let in shrieking when the saw Ethan and I holding hands. "Are you two dating?" a blonde said she looked just about Ethans age we turned to each other and shook out heads laughing, "No we aren't." the girl let out a breath. "Thank god Ethan could do so much better than that fat ugly skank." I stood shocked. I let go of Ethans' hand as he looked down at me i gave a week smile as I walked back stage. Not caring if people saw me as the tears kept falling and people kept staring hearing the screams of Ethan at what i was hoping was the blonde as i hit rock bottom (ironic right?) and looked up to see Shawn. "What's wrong?" I looked up at him. " I was just called a skank by a girl I didn't even know because I was holding hands with Ethan." Shawn looked at me in disbelieve. " your kidding." "Not one bit" I smiled. " you have a good voice mendes." He smiled," so do you Dolan, come on let's get you cleaned up." He motioned to the cuts on my cheek from when I fell. I nodded.
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I was sitting on the counter top as Shawn pressed a cold paper towel to my face, I flinched when he touched my arm. He looked at me worried and fought me to pull up my sleeve. There lay at least ten fresh cuts from this morning. He looked up at me. " it started when Greyson died I went into deep depression and started to eat less and people at school were blaming me because we said that me grey and Ethan were in a car crash instead of Greyson had cancer, the whole story was me and grey had gotten into a fight on the way home about a boy we had just picked up Ethan grey looked at me for a second and a truck hit leaving Greyson dead and me and Ethan with cuts and bruises. People started accusing me which pushed me to cut." He looked up and I knew the question that was going to come out of his mouth. " yes I have tried to kill myself before but they always found me." A loud bang on the door intruded our conversation. " Shawn, Cathrin stop fucking lets go there and after party okay." Another voice ( Ethan's) came in too, " I swear to god Cathrin and Shawn if you too are fucking I'm going to beat shawns head in." We looked at each other and giggle knowing what to do. I let a loud moan out of my mouth and Shawn grunted this went on for about two minutes until here Ethan's voice. " stop now or I'm coming in." I looked at Shawn put on some purse lipstick and kissed his neck and cheeks and lips, Shawn was blushing and trying to his it and t was kinda cute I took out my eyeshadow and make some small hickey like bruises on my neck and we both mess up our hair and cloths. I got off the counter and smiled felling my wrist be grabbed. Shawn pulled me back. "I want to hear you moan again like that sometime." He had lust in his voice and his eyes were darker than usual. I smirked, "maybe tonight papi if your good to me." I walked out Shawn right after sex look in both of our eyes to see most of them laughing and Ethan smirking. " I swear to god Cathrin if I'm and uncle before I'm 25 I'm going to be quite unhappy I'll be excited but unhappy." Me and Shawn broke out laughing " come on we have a party to go to!"
