Boys in bands are trouble!

Fuck

What the fuck were we doing?!?

"Bra- oh shit sorry" Connor said whilst opening the door!

"It's nothing" I said brushing it off as running out of the kitchen door. Why would I even think about kissing Brad! I'm I Crazy!?!

I ran upstairs and down the first floor landing, where I was pulled to a stop by a large shouldered boy. Looking up I realised it was James.

I stopped steeped back an looked up.
"I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going and I just needed to get out of the kitchen" I said all in one breath.

"Bloody hell, breathe" he replied laughing. I joined in, his laugh was like music to my ears. Wait what am I saying?! I don't like James like that, what the hell!

"What happened?!" He asked looking worried.

"Me and brad, w-we almost kissed?!" I said in a rather puzzled time. James's eyes widened and a look of jealously washed over his face. Why?! "But we didn't and I don't even like him in that way what's so ever" I continued. James looked relieved and his expression softened. But why?!

"Aww that's good" he said looking nervous. Why was he nervous?! What was going on?!

" whys that a good thing?!" I asked really quite puzzled.

"Erm it's nothing, forget I said anything!" He laughed hitting me in the arm again looking nervous. We were interrupted by the smoke alarm. Well done Brad!

"We should probably go downstairs before the house burns down" he said laughing.

I followed James downstairs and expected it to be awkward between me and brad. But it wasn't! I'm not really sure why! Maybe like me he didn't really know how to react to it all! I felt bad because I what if I've just ruined a lifelong friendship between me and him. What if he doesn't want to speak to me. What if he just leaves me just like Jack did...