the switch off

dont disturb

Lamya P.O.V

So after the big argument I really didn't wanna be bothered I went to my room layed down shut off my tv my light my phone and covered my window with thick covers and layed in the dark letting tears spill I feel bad that my own flesh and blood feels like she's unwanted then my dad wants me out and my sister hates me my mom is just mad at me I hate my self right now but no one realized that my child was conceived by rape all everyone thinks about is me keeping her a secret by this time my pillow was soaked with tears I just went nuts and broke everything in my room wood glass and all I was throwing stuff everywhere when swae came in and grabbed me trying to calm me down

Swae:what the he'll Lamya what are u doing?

Me:leave me alone

Swae:how tf can I leave u alone when your in here going ballistic at 12:00 in the middle of the night breaking shit hollering crying

Me:whyyyyyyy *crying*

Swae:why what

Me:why me

Swae:Look if u would of told the truth maybe things would of been better 

Me:but i-i was raped

Swae:look just get some rest and I'll check on a lil later

Me:okay

Swae P.O.V

I kinda feel bad just a lil but I feel like jashayla should of been mentioned more then hiden it's a child for crying out loud but anyways I talked to jashayla and ariyana earlier she said they we're good so I'm good it's just gonna take Lamya a while to get over it because it's hurt her the most because her dad told her to get her own place I'll make it up to her she's gonna love it!