Stories by Katie

Invisible

First off, please listen to the song in the attached link. I'm not sure if this will make sense if you don't. And it's just really good. So just do it (no joke intended)

Crowded hallways are the loneliest places
For outcasts and rebels and anyone who just dares to be different
I find crowded hallways a little lonely, especially when I'm separated from my friends,but they can also be almost peaceful at times. Kind of like daydreaming or thinking to myself.
Lonely and peaceful like...
talking to myself at night,
working through my thoughts,
speaking out loud to understand
and voice my opinion to someone

and never be afraid of doing something different
Dare to to be something mo-ore
trust the on who's been where you are wishing all it was was
sticks and stones

These words cut deep but they don't mean you're all alone
I'm lucky enough that (mostly) no external words cut me,
the ones I deal with are self doubt and fear of judgement

And you're not invisible
hear me out
there's so much more to life than what you're feeling now
it'll be okay Katie, you're doing great.
and there's more to life than this, you're still getting there
and that's okay

someday you'll look back on all these days
and all this pain is gonna be
Invisible

These labels that they give you
just cause they don't understand

If you look past this moment,
you'll see you've got a friend
who?
I'm looking past the moment, but I can't find them

waving a flag for who you are
and all you're gonna do
who?
what friend knows me well enough
to know who I am
to know what I can do
to know this much about me

Yeah, so here's to you
and here's to anyone who's ever felt invisible

oh

I think I understand now

I am the friend, waving the flag
I am my own savior
I am the one to save myself
I know who I am
I know what I can do
I will tell myself I'm not invisible
I will believe in myself
I am strong
I am powerful
I can do this, this life thing
I will get through it
All of it

and in the end, after all the hard work and courage has past
I will be happier because of it

So I just wrote this the other night and I don't really like it cause it's trash but I'll post it anyways. I promise I'll give this book a better cover soon. There will probably be more updates on this book, most likely long rambles about my life. Rambling helps me get out my thoughts and organize them in a way.  Thanks for getting to the bottom of this and suffering through my writing xD Have a great day and I'll see you later babes!