Struggles

Why me?

~Three months later~

OMG! I can't believe it's my baby birthday today. He texted me earlier say that he's parents were gone and that he was having a house party and for me to wear something sexy for him.......lol.

{That night}

So when I got home I took a shower, did my hair and make up and got dressed. I put on a black bodycon dress with some heels. I grabbed my purse and waited for Tyler to come pick me up. Minutes later he pulled up and he always had something to say.

Tyler-So did he tell you to dress sexy.

Me- Yeah why

Tyler-Cause you always going all out for this dude but what does he do for you

Me-He does do things for me

Tyler-Name one

Me-...........

Tyler-Exactly and you know I don't like that n***a

Me- Wait for one I didn't know it mattered if you liked him or not, two shut up

Tyler- Bre your like my little sister so I'm trying to look out for you

Me- Well maybe I don't need you to look out for me

After that the rest of the car ride was silent. So when we got to the party we rung the doorbell. When we walked in the house first thing that hit us was the smell of weed and alcohol. I just knew it was about to go down. The music was booming. I turned around and didn't see Tyler behide me, then I saw him with some girl he be messing with. I think her name is Jade, but who cares about that I need to find Damien. I went up stairs to his room and heard moaning. I placed my hand on the door and took a deep breath. I pushed the door open.

"What the ****? I asked"

This dude was ******* some ***** ! I can't believe this dude would do this to me. After everything we been through.

"Brianna!!" He yelled and jumped up making the girl fall to the floor."Baby I-"(gco)

"Let me guess, its not what it looks like? Let you explain? Give me one reason why I shouldn't walk out this door, Damien." A tear ran down my cheek.

Before he could say anything I was walking down the stairs.

I ran and found Tyler drinking and smoking a blunt. I ran to him." I need your keys" I said. "Bre what happened" he said In a worried and serious tone. "Just give me the d@mn car keys now". I said still crying from what happened. Now everyone was looking at us." NO not until you tell me what happened" he said yelling. So I went in his pocket and got them out and ran to the car and pulled off.

When I got to tyler 's house I parked his car in the drive way and decided that I should walk home so I could get things off my mine. When I got home I went straight to my room and put on a tee shirt and my black boy shorts, I got in the bed not caring why my phone was vibrating or who was texting me, all I could think about was why me, why did this have to happen to me, what did I do to deserve this. Next thing I know was that I was sleep with tears still in my eyes.

~Next Morning~

I wake up to my phone vibrating. It was a text from Tyler saying that he was coming over here. I didn't respond to his text. I seen that i had 10 new messages and 4 missed calls. I just got up and went to take my shower, I needed to last night wash off last night. After I took my shower I did my hair and put on some makeup. I put on some black short shorts, a black crop top, and my black and white huff plant life socks.When I was done I walked out the bathroom and laidon my bed. I looked at my phone and went through all my messages. Eight from Tyler and two from Damien saying that he didn't mean to hurt me, that he loves me, he wants me back, and can we start over. Just seeing that made me start crying. He's an @sshole , I can't stand him now.

I kept crying and crying until I cryed myself to sleep.