You who disappeared
"Died" and changed
Claiming to be the same person
One who holds a new name
You can't be real
My brain tells me so
But another part
Threatens a psychotic thought
People who can never be
All but stories to others
But to me
Family, friends
I cannot let them go
You started this madness
You who disappeared
I don't know how to think
I need to know
How to make it stop
Even if you aren't real
You who holds a new name
Please, have an idea
Help my mind to be calm
Thoughts cannot be real
Nothing can make them true
You can't be real
My heart tells me so
So why does it make me cry?
Never talking about it
Don't mention your name
No one shares the same sorrow
Claiming to be the right person
How dare you say you are
Someone you're not
Why does it make me cry?