I just want to share a thunderstorm which is happening inside me I don't want anyone's sympathy I want to write it down so here I am .
I want to feel this freedom but it became loneliness just loneliness I want to have friends but I don't have any want to tell my family but never understand and they never did. I want to be seen as strong but now tired. Scared when I deal with a man who I don't like is still approaching me. I want my so-called friend to help me in this but they never did. I am there but they never are . I don't even know how it felt to be loved I don't think I ever feel special to someone. I tried but never succeeded. Now if I reserve myself I become more hated why forget I am a human who also needs protection who needs to be loved and cared for.
Why this life is like this
Why I am like this
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FORCED MARRIAGE WITH BROTHER IN LAW
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