(wow I haven't update this book a year. I can't lie 2024 was good, to say at least. This might be the last page, I'm currently busy with my study and work at the same time. Either way, i appreciate everyone for reading this crap i made)
Heartbroken
A word that is enough to make a person to understand.
Only some. Perhaps. The feeling of your heart being crushed while it still beating and yet, you're still alive.
In fact, there's a lot of a way to describe the pain. Maybe not by words. But we can tell.
Peter sat down, in corner of his bedroom. Sadly, his darling just rejected him for another man.
He wasn't the man his darlin needed. He cried, as he feels the tiny blade slit his wrist, leaving a wound that act as an insult to his heart, that been broken.
Was he unworthy of your love? Was he too low for you? That made you look at someone else?
There's so many thoughts in his mind, so so so many. But one of them is focusing on you.
The sad, heartbreaking expressions turned into anger. He throw the small knife away and looked at the mirror
If he can't convince you, oh ho ho. He'll just take you.
Yeah, he will because why not? He loved you after all. He loved you so damn much.
The next day, he saw you outside, trying to pull you but you yelled at him
"You're crazy! I told you I don't like you and i never will! Do you think I'll be ever be with you?"
You yelled in anger. Something he never expected from you. You were kind and soft, and gentle
"But i love you! Why you're leaving me?!"
You yelled again, and pushing him off
"Are you nuts?! You're sick! Sick sick! I told you I don't like you! I don't even know you, jerk!"
Peter's eyes wide open, in shock. His eyes are starting to tearing up. He was begging, on his knees
"What do you mean?!! You know me! We know each other!"
He tried to pull you away but someone helped you. The person pushed him away and take you away, along with the guy who saved you.
Peter yelled again
"Darlin come back!! Please!!!!"
Everyone looked at him, confused and some even feel sympathy towards him.
Peter sighed, feeling his heart getting crushed again. Something he never want to happen.
Why? All he did was... One mistake. Right? You wouldn't hate him.. you wouldn't.. you're too nice and sweet.
"That's okay, I'll try again later. I'll try harder. It's alright Darlin. You'll be in my arms again. Sooner or later"
Peter walked away, with heavy heart and try to think of a new plan.
When he's in the cafe, someone saw him and was confused and concerned. So the individual immediately take a picture of him and walked away.
Peter ordered some coffee, to calm himself down. He wanted to think of how he gonna win you over.
You wouldn't rejected him. You loved him. He have a feeling that you do love him. You do you do.
But weirdest part is, the guy you liked.. he never seen before. Is it the guy that helped you earlier? Maybe he is. Yeah maybe.
