The last rain

after .... Some days It was rainy season ,many peoples love rain , dnt it dat much if u ask me like everthing seems dull and ill sort of .I actually loves Sunlight so warm bright everthing shines in dat brightness,well if u remember i met sid n it was impossible to forhet him i tried hard but it seems like my heart wanted to b with him the time .i thought That i should deviate my mind i started to play my guitar but with everysong my mind inserted sid in between i was so fed up however day passed horribly i was scared about night ,what will happen at night i passed day in playing wid my pet ,studying ,music ,feeding birds but at night i will hv to b all alone with my thoughts
i was lying on my bed my room was made up like a princess phosphrous stars on walls candles toys my guitar n my sweet dog which was asleep i tried to sleep ,i closed my eyes n started counting 1 2 3............
Bah i didn't worked my eyes were closed random thoughts crossed my mind i thought my being with him i was fed up i got up i looked out of the window as it started to rain i went near window n let my hand out small drops touched my hands for d first time ever in my life i liked rain it was like rain of love i got back to sleep .