- Sequel of Mafia's cruel love
- NOTE: This Book can be read without reading the first one but still if you don't want to be confused at some point, I suggested you to read the first book before reading this one.
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" P-please you're h-hu...
Glancing at her phone with great hesitation as the courage wasn't growing enough for her, to click on that call button.
Bitting her bottom lips as bringing her attention back to the mirror of the bathroom.
Deeply staring at her bare face that was magnificent ethereal but not for her, she always think that she wasn't perfect even everyone tells her the opposite.
She doesn't have anything special or out of the ordinary, to be called perfection.
She wasn't fair like snow, she wasn't skinny like those Korean idols of model, Gosh! She thinks that she wasn't even worth it to even stand beside them.
Those were her inner insecurities that she hide from everyone.
She thought of herself so low that she doesn't know how Jackson wanted to get marry to her in the first place.
She never told Jackson about her insecurities, maybe she was afraid that he will also leave her or maybe he will taunt her when the bad time will came, even knowing that Jackson wasn't that kind of man that would take advantage of her insecurities.
It was indeed her insecurities that was making her hesitated to grab her phone and tell Jisoo that she came, she came for her, to make her special day even more perfect.
But it's been long, since she was between those wealthy people that doesn't care at all for people like her.
She was hesitating to go, afraid of them humiliating her for belonging to middle class family.
She was worried what if they judge her being the friend of such a rich figure like Kim Jisoo.
But she couldn't do that to Jisoo.
She took a deep breath, calming her thousands thoughts down.
She isn't weak.
She can't be weak.
Not after everything she have been through.
Opening her makeup bag that was on the corner aside the sink, she spreads everything over the corner so that she won't find any difficulties to grab the makeup or brushes needed.
Grabbing the face primer, she tap a little over her palm, using her finger to apply it over her face gently.
After doing her skin hydrating routine, she took her foundation, and applied a thin layer, then setting it up with some setting powder.