"Jackson? Can I ask you something?" They were still in bed, cuddling and kissing and just being close. No other members came home yet so they enjoyed each other's company as much as they could.
"Of course, baby."
"Have you and Mark ever... you know, had ?"
"What? Why... Why do you ask?" It probably wasn't out of a blue but Jackson didn't do anything wrong since they've lived in the dorm.
"Well, you know... you give him that look quite often and you joke around about ual stuff and sometimes you touch him in this weird intimate way... So I'm just asking."
Was he really like that? He didn't notice it at all, him and Mark were just always this way.
"Mark is really attractive so that's why I give him that look I guess? It's not bad to look at him, is it? He's just pretty." He didn't want to lie to Bambam but he didn't really want to tell him either.
"That's not what I am asking. Did you sleep with him?"
"We... I just... yeah, I did. Few times. But it was before you came and before we started anything. I didn't even kiss him since we're together, I swear."
"Okay..."
"Baby don't be mad. We never dated or anything, we just helped each other from the needs we had. He's my best friend and that's it, he's never been more," not like it's not enough, sometimes best friend is more precious then a boyfriend. Mark and Bam were both precious to Jackson though.
"I'm not mad, it's just weird to know it. All you do and say to each other seems different now..."
"We're not flirting or anything, boo. We're joking around because we know each other so well and it's... there's no reason at all for you to be jealous. I never loved him in that way."
"And did he? Did he love you? Or does he?"
"Of course not. Baby, we're friends. You're friends with him too, aren't you? "You're there alone with him? Don't break the promise you gave me."
"Baby, stop it. I'm not cheating on you, okay? You have to believe me," Jackson was giggling but he was trying to sound serious, Bambam would only be even more nervous about this situation.
"Okay. Tell him I said hi. Should I leave you alone? I can call you tomorrow."
"If you want to. My flight is at like 10 in the morning so I will call you as soon as I land in Hong Kong, deal?"
"Yeah, sounds good. And Jackson?"
"Yes?"
"I love you with all my heart."
"I know, baby. I love you. Take care and rest well. Bye," Jackson waited for him to say bye and hang up. He lied back down on the floor and took the bottle to drink. "He's so precious. I've never been so in love with somebody," he looked at Mark, not laughing anymore.
"I know, Jackie. I can see it," Mark smiled and lied right next to Jackson. "Does he think you're cheating on him with me? You said something like that."
"Few days ago I told him you and me had something going on before he came and I don't know, he probably doesn't really believe me yet? It's okay, I will get his trust. I won't cheat on him, not even with you."
"You know... Sometimes I feel like not giving a damn about Bambam"
Their debut stage felt like heaven to Jackson. He was so hyped and happy and all the fans screaming his name, it felt unbelievable. He gave everything he had, he was focused and after all ended up being satisfied with the way their performance went. He still felt so blessed to have the opportunity to do it with his best friend and with the person he loved. They all decided to celebrate when they finally got home. They had a lot of things to do the next day but they still celebrated and had such a good time. Also just him and Kunpimook then celebrated by themselves and it was a good time as well.
Jackson's plan to get Mark and Jr. got postponed but with the time, they started to be closer by their own. However, in the begging Mark didn't really talk nor have skinship with anyone but Jackson and it was annoying Bambam quite a lot. He loved Mark and he knew good Mark is Jack's best friend but sometimes it seemed like Jackson gave him little too much attention (still not more than to Bambam though) and Kunpimook didn't know what to do about it. He was frustrated and after a month went by and Jackson was giving Mark attention again, he was upset.
He was lying in his bed, alone in the room and waited for Jackson to come join him. He knew Jackson noticed he was upset which meant he would come. And he did.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asked and sat on the bed, stroking Kunpimook's tummy.
"I don't know, did you?" Bam shook his boyfriend's hand off and turned around, now his back faced Jackson.
The blackhaired sighed loudly.
"I didn't, not for what I know. What's wrong? Can you just tell me, please? This is stupid, you have to talk to me."
"Maybe it's stupid because I am stupid, aren't I."
"What? No, you're not. Did I ever tell you that?" Jackson was confused, he really didn't know about anything he did wrong.
"You act like it..."
"Can you please just tell me"
Jackson turned around to kiss Bambam immediately, just softly brushing his lips against Thai's, and pulling him close to hug him.
"I don't want you to apologize, I just want you to trust me, baby," he said quietly and kissed Kunpimook again.
"I know. I will trust you, I will try from now on..." Bam was talking just as quietly, seeing tears in Jackson's eyes was just so strange. He's only seen him cry once before, when he misses his mama.
"I love you so much, I don't want to be without you."
"You won't be. I'm really sorry, Jackson."
"What happens when we're in front of cameras is just fanservice. I touch all the boys, not just Mark. And so do you. You need to ignore that because at the end of the day, you're the only one I want to really touch."
"I know."
"What did Mark tell you?"
"That you love me. Basically the same as you did. And also, he is interested in someone," Bambam smiled, snuggling his face against Jack's chest.
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Credits to owner! Who should I do for the next chapter?
