Panda Marks

Ch.1 New Girl New School New Life

It's the third time this year we have moved and well it sucks. It's always the same thing to, my dad usually get's some kind of new job and we have to move away... But it's not like i'm not use to it already. What really bother's me is that I'm always told at last minute that we are moving . So most of the time I end up leaving certain things behind that I probably will never see again. I have three siblings that really get on my last nerve. I'm the middle child which sucks because I don't get a lot of freedom because I'm busy looking out after the two younger irritating  ones at home while the oldest gets to do whatever's. You have the youngest one Freddy. He's ten and is a cry baby when he doesn't get his way which get's on my nerves a lot . Then you have the third oldest which is the thirteen year old Bryan . He's the little fuck boy of the household which pisses me off because he's had more girlfriends than I can count on my fingers and toes... Then you have Queen bitch of the house which is my older sister that's a senior in high school. Her name is  Qin and she thinks her name is all unique and shit but I find her name to be a load of crap like her face! If you can't tell already I really don't like my older sister hell of a lot. Then you have my lovely loving father that I can talk to about pretty much anything and everything... But like every father daughter relationship we don't always see eye to eye ... Well it's been like that lately... ever since mom left out of the picture permanently...

The things that make it hard for me  to sleep at night are: my parents divorce, my mothers death, and the fact that after my mothers funeral I couldn't even cry at my best friends one. I've always been the one that no one really talks to because of the things that I have to live with... A lot has changed since those events have happened. My father is still a nice guy it's just that he has a shorter fuse and tends to fuel it with white rum on the daily. Qin is the biggest whore every. Just last week before we moved to this new house in  Denver she slept with her supposedly best friends boyfriend who got her best friend pregnant. Also to add insult to injury she did it at her best friends house on her bed . How sick is my sister??? Very sick I would say ... Now we get to Bryan and oh my god does this boy work fast. On his first day of school which was today ... The little shit already has a new girlfriend and she looks like one of those girls... You know the types that fuck with little fuck boys like my brother. She also kind of looks like his last girlfriend which is a pretty scary sight. Now the littlest one is already the favorite by his whole class at school. Oh my gosh i just realized you don't know my name... Well my name is Gabriella but most people just call me Gabby for short. But back to what I saying... The littlest shit is like the god of his class and every little girl worships him because of his aquamarine eye color ... But that's beside the point he's still a little shit that is still a cry baby when he doesn't get what he wants.

Me and Qin don't start our new school until tomorrow and she is already talking to me about her stupid whorish schemes she plans on doing ...Like really listen to this " Gabby watch when we start school tomorrow , I'm going to find the hottest girl with a descent looking boyfriend and fuck him in janitors closet and then see how their relationship is after I'm done with him!! " well that's my sister for you. She has a natural gift of turning the most loyal boyfriends into cheating conniving dogs of their home town . In the last town she turned the sweetest most loyal boys into  evil demonic fuck boys like my brother Bryan... One of those just so happened  to be one of my only friends I every made and she turned him against me. Like I actually thought he might have actually liked me ... But boy was I wrong in every way , shape , and from... He only wanted to talk to me because he thought I was a slut like Qin but his world was turned upside down when he found out I wasn't anywhere close to being like Qin!!!

Well after listening to Qin's sinister plans  we both decided to go take our showers and got ready for bed. When I take showers I take really freezing cold showers which comfort me a lot . Unlike Qin and the boys with their hot steam up the restroom type of showers which piss me off because if they take showers before me it always feels like a sauna walking in after them... Which is by far the most disgusting  feeling ever. After everyone has taken their showers or dad let's us stay up for an hour or two then calls for lights out around 10:30 p.m or if he's having a good day 11 p.m . When the lights go out I usually turn over back facing the door and stair out my window. Me and my sister Qin share a room so she always have her comments about how I go to sleep or how I prepare myself for sleep. But for some reason tonight she was fast. I guess she'll be bringing out all the big guns tomorrow. For some reason the night sky with the stars have always helped me to sleep. I guess this is goodnight and I'll see you guys in the morning...

It's the next morning and me and my siblings are getting ready for school... I hear my dad yelling at the boys to hurry up but he didn't sound mad. He actually sounded quite happy... He then came to our room and sung me and Qin the same jingle to hurry up. When I looked at him he seemed so happy ... But why is he so Happy? Everyone else thinks it's because of his new job. They think he's just so excited to start his new job... I know better though , it's something more ... To me it seems that he is trying to hide some other emotion. Anyways we all rush down stairs because our lovely father is still rushing us. So we grab our stuff and throw our bags into dad's car . We get in and our dad is quite for a minute ... I then asked him "Is something wrong dad , you've been acting kind of strange lately??" he quickly through back on his intoxicating smile and said to me "I'm fine sweetheart !!!" but I knew better and then it hit me... "Dad what's today's date ?" and he told me it was the 3rd of July and I knew right away what was wrong but I shoved my fist in my mouth metaphorically speaking and stop speaking immediately.

We first dropped of the Freddy and was it the strangest sight. Like girls in sun dresses greeted him like he was a king. Even his teacher was treating him like he was royalty ... Which at this point scared my eyes to even see happening... We then pull away from the elementary and we dropped of the little fuck boy who was casually greeted by his non blonde bimbo of a girlfriend. We stuck around a minute to see if he would say goodbye in any fashion but he was to busy checking out some other chick and his girlfriend didn't even see that he was doing so... All I heard from the front seat of the car was Qin say "Yeah!!!That's my little brother I taught him everything that he knows !!!Get some little Bro! " and at that moment I just wanted to throw up my non existing  breakfast I didn't have...

Finally me and Qin get dropped off at our new High school called Arc-light High School . As soon as we get out the car Qin whispers in my ear "I've spotted my first victim and he's actually kind of cute !!!" the first thing that comes to my mind is that this bitch is fucking crazy... I look up to see what boy she was talking about and it was just her type... You know the muscle head Jocks with an I.Q level of 0 and is only good at picking on little kids ...Yeah that's what she has her eyes on as she perks out her already fucking freakishly huge chest and sticks out her ass as she walks by the idiot to get his attention while he's with his stick figure girlfriend that looks like little miss barbie status... And lord and behold she get's his attention ... It wasn't a surprise to me but it was to everyone else I guess, because they looked really shocked and amazed by how much of a slut my beloved sister looked... I then realized that I had to cover my face because of the abnormal birth marks on it ... So i decided to put my hair in my face , put in my earbuds , and walk around with my head  down... Which got me in trouble and when I mean by trouble I mean noticed by the wrong crowd...

People started to stare at me , they started to point and laugh , and say things like "Look at the new creep of the school , I guess Kat and the other freaks have a new member to add to their little pathetic group!!! " a tall boy with spiky brown haired said out loud... I started to cry ... I haven't even been here for five minutes and people already hate me. Then I see a little short girl with jet black hair come and flip the boy on his back and stomps him in the chest with her black and red converse on... She then goes along the lines to say this " Look ,your lucky where in school because if you were on my part of town ... I would have crushed your fucking skull in you oversize dumb shit !!" she was then pulled off of him by this tall boy with abnormal blue eyes... The boy that was talking all kinds of shit was yelling and threatening the small girl as his friends helped him to the nurse ... I thought I should go thank her for sticking up for me but by time I looked up her and the other boy with the nice blue eyes were gone.

At this point I have already manged to get myself into someones debut already just for trying to be myself. I just didn't want to be bothered but I guess no matter where I go I can't ... The bell rings and I don't know where to go... Then this red hair girl sees me and walks up to me and asked " Excuse me are you new or lost ? " she said with compassion. I told her " I'm sorry , i'm new and I really don't know where to go .." I said to her with the shy loner voice. She then asked me " May I see your schedule ?" so I decided to hand her my schedule. She looked at it and told me " You have my exact schedule so just follow me and oh by the way the name is Kim but most people call me Domino! " she said with the biggest smile on her face... I then replied back with "Oh i'm sorry my name is ...-Gabby" and before I even got to finish she said " Your name is Gabriella ! " she said excitedly... And I guess I had this confused look on my face because she then said "I did just look at your schedule so gathered that is your name ?! " I then told her "...you can just call me Gabby..." she then gave me this weird look   and said "we can talk about nicknames later but right now we have to get to class... " after she said that she grabbed my hand and she basically dragged me to our first class...