Passion, Pain & Pleasure (Editing)

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China stayed the night with Elijah and I. She seem to really enjoy being here and honestly I think they should move in. Not trying to take them from their mother because I could never replace her and she could come to only if she is respectful. Elijah and I are very stable and able to give these kids what they need. Where as Paris depends solely on Elijah and bartending from time to time and that is simply not enough.

Today, London is coming over. London and China are staying over here for a week. Also, I am meeting with Paris today to talk. I'm not sure what to expect but hopefully we can be civil and act like adults today because I do not have time.

Leaving my hair in its natural curly state. I slipped on a black long sleeve crop top, black leather skater skirt, long black tube socks, black timbs and my black leather studded vest. After over looking my appearance I hopped in my matte black range rover and headed to the location Paris sent me.

Walking into the empty building I began to get a little skeptical and feeling uneasy. Suddenly Paris came from the back with another woman.

"Hello Sasha. This is Marie she is a party planner." Paris spoke.

"Hi. Nice to meet you." I extended my hand for her to shake.

"This is where I want to have the twins 15th birthday bash at. What do you think?" Paris asked.

"I think its perfect." I smiled weakly.

Marie and Paris conversated for a few more minutes and we left out the building and walked across the street to sit for drinks.

After ordering a strawberry daquari and a margarita I began to talk.

"So what is going on Paris? You disrespected me yesterday and stormed out of the house making a scene and now today you want my help with the party venue? I don't get that shit." I bluntly said.

"First, I apologize. I did get overly dramatic and emotional. And I do not mean any disrespect but I do love that man and it hurts me to hear that. It's a tough pill to swallow and my kids are already gushing over you and I felt like I was losing everyone near and dear to my heart." She cried.

" That is understandable. It is but Paris that man doesn't belong to you. I will work on my marriage first and try to better us before divorcing him. I'm accepting you and your kids when I didn't have to at all. I was the one who was most hurt out of this situation. So boo you need to suck that shit up foreal. Not trying to be mean but I'm serious.Real talk. I'm trying my best everyday to not beat your ass again and his too. The shit I am feeling and going through you couldn't even fathom sis. So save those crocodile tears for somebody else. And the next time you disrespect me Paris you aint going to like the outcome." I replied.

"I am willing to blend this family and make the best out of it." Paris sniffed.

"Good. And I'm letting you know woman to woman this shit is not easy for me. I'm trying to be strong and it's not easy but I am willing to be the bigger person. Also, I want the kids to move in with us. You can too; but if you try me, break my rules or do anything sneaky I will fuck you up real talk." I said sternly.

She agreed and we talked a little more about the rules and regulations.

Afterwards, I returned home to my husband and stepkids watching netflix.

"Hey everybody." I cheered.

"Whats up bae where you been?" Elijah asked.

" I met with Paris. We looked at a venue for the twins birthday bash and we sat and had drinks. She agreed to letting you guys stay here and she is welcomed too." I said.

"You invited her to stay?" Elijah semi-yelled.

"Yes, I can't just take them from their mother. Plus we talked about rules and regulations; if she fucks up she is gone no exceptions." I said.

"Well okay fine." Elijah replied.

We watched a movie and soon feel asleep.