If Only, If Only.

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You woke up not realizing what time it was. You were still adjusting to the morning and looked out your window, realizing it was lightly raining (nothing too bad) You looked at your (alarm/watch) and saw the time. 10:14. You had just remembered that you and Sollux Captor (your dearest friend who you had a little bit of a crush on.) had made plans to stay at ones house. You got your lazy ass out of bed and walked down stairs trying not to trip over the stairs. God you were such a clumsy fool sometimes. Anyways, you made your self breakfast and tried to hurry up since you planned on being at his house by 10:30. Once you were done with breakfast, you rushed upstairs to get dresses. you threw on a (favorite color) t-shirt and some pants and (favorite color) converse. You grabbed your umbrella and coat and rushed out the door trying not to forget to lock the damn door. You figured since he lived close enough, you didnt need to drive there, unless you were feeling like a lazy-ass motherfucker. 

You stared at the cracks in the wet sidewalk. The cracks reminded yourself of when you and Sol were little and you used to play this game where if you were to step on a crack, you would "break your moms back". You were such a silly child. You could see Sol's house from the sidewalk. Checking your watch, the time read 10:23. You thought to your self "Am I really that slow ?" but that didn't matter now, the point was to try to make it to Sollux's house without fal- great. just great. this was what you needed now. You could see a man in front of your path, with a scarf that was so long, it would of been wet if it touched the ground. The first word that came to your mind. Ampora. That Fuck-ass better have a good reason to waste your time. You were already/almost late and this fishdick was the last thing you needed. You remember Ampora when you were about 13 years old. He was kind of a stalker, since he would continue to follow you through out the school. But that was a decade ago. He still visits every now and then but you still just don't feel comfortable around him.

"Wwhats up ____ ?" he asked with his strange accent. To be honest, that accent was the weirdest one you've ever heard. "Nothing, I was tryin to get to Sol's house before you decide to talk to me" "Oh, that dirt-scraping fuck.... you really still hang out wwith him?" Not only that he just insulted your Morail, but he expects you to give him a reason why you should hang out with him. "Listen here fuckass, I don't care if you think hes trash, he is my friend, and he will always be my friend, you ass-wipe ! now fuck off will ya? Not only your being rude, but your being annoying." You walked past the Ampora, thinking about what you just said. Do you think you were just a little teeny-weeny bit, rude ? Nah he'll get over it, its not like this was the first time you've told him to fuck off but he had it coming. Finaly ! it seemed forever since you left your god damn house, just trying to get to this dude's house. You check the time on your watch. It reads 10:28. Just in time. You were thinking that if you hadn't told Eridan to flirt with some other person, you would of been late.

You knock on Sol's door. You had to wait a little while, because Sol had claimed to be "busy at the moment." He finally opens the door. You stair at his outfit for just a couple of seconds.Black shirt with some red and blue on it, Dark blue jeans, white converse w/ black lace and vice-versa, and his glasses. His glasses were always just a part of him everyone knew about. If you asked someone who Sollux was, they would at least describe him with "the kid who has those blue+red glasses. And his hair. Something about his hair made you go "crazy" about him. Maybe it was just the way it smelled like honey, or the fact that it looked soft. Anyways you were getting super distracted. "Hey Sol." "Thup ___" 

You walk into his house, feeling like its your first and only time being here. God you were so weird. You were like *obsessed* with your friend, but you denied it and just called it " really good morails." You saw Karkat on the couch. " Hey Fuck-Ass." -_- You wern't sure why you were kind of annoyed at Kar for. The fact that he cussed for no reason, or that he would never be happy. "He'th thpending a little time with uth. Don't worry ill make thure he wont thpend the whole day" "I fucking heard that !" We all knew that he had heard that, but just ignored it. I plopped myself on the couch next to Kar. "Sorry i was late, you wouldn't believe who came here and tried to fuck with me?" They both said Ampora.. like they watched the whole thing. "Yea, that dude needs to learn how to give people some fucking space."

We all were quiet for a little while before Sol said "Leth watch a movie" he also asked which one, but none of us cared, so he choose a horror film. "Who wanth pizza?" "Me !" "I'll pay if ya want Sol.?" "Nah it'th alright ____ I got thith." You sometimes wished Sol would let you pay for stuff like food and things like that. It seemed like he was always paying and that you tried to return the favor, but he insisted on waisting his money like that. "Alright" "But next time you promise that you'll let me pay right?" "thure". Time had flied by and before you knew it, it was already 6:03 pm ! You were really surprised. The pizza was all gone gone and Karcrab had left several hours ago.

 This was the 9th horror movie in a row. Most of these you had seen before, but this one was new. It was supposed to be about this dude that goes around killing people because he wants revenge. Now to think of it, the plot sounded pretty cheesy, but all of the blood in this movie just seemed to real. You got a pillow and burried your face into it. The pillow had a fresh smell to it. Almost like honey. Typical Sollux and his obsession with honey. "Whath the matter ___? you scared shitleth ?" "Maybe, maybe not. So what if i was, iv'e never seen his movie before." " Well if ya thcared, im right here >;)" Omg, you couldnt believe he just said that. No seriously that was just.... almost terrible.

Your watch read 9:38 pm. You were getting pretty sleepy and asked Sol if you were staying the night. he said sure, but they would have to share a bed, since he didnt have a matress, and if siting on this couch was already kind of unconfortable, then imagining sleep on the bastard. Yikes. You were tired af and wanted to go to bed asap. You asked Sol where the bathroom was so you could change into something apropiate to wear to bed. You slipped off your shoes,pants and sweater, and then slipped on some shorts. You were already wearing a tank top underneath your sweater.

You climbed into Sollux's bed. Your back felt amazing as your layed your belly against the soft matress. 

~time passes by a few hours~

You were awoken by a soft creek in the door. You figured it was Sol, as he was going to sleep also. He was wearing his t-shirt and his boxers. He slipped underneath the covers and held on to you. You didnt know wth was going on. " 'Night ___.". What... The... Hell.. was this ? You felt joy that your"flush-crush" was holding on to you, and not only that he was sleeping with you, but it was just shocking. You never thought this was ever going to happen, since he had some red for Fef. You responded with " Goodnight Sol." your voices was kind of cracked but you were just sleeping. And then, you felt a kiss touch your hair, as Sollux had pressed his lips against your (h/l) (h/c) hair. You blushed a bright red hopping Sol didnt see you. Wait, did that mean he felt something for ya ? Nah like you just said, he had something with Fef. 



~ hello everyone ! i just wanna say ty for reading this story. I know it didnt have alot of Sol x Reader or a whole lot of kissing or any lemons... o//o , but there will be more action between Sollux and the Reader, I promise ! like i said ty all very much and have a lovely day ~

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