The Choice

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The bizarre feeling is still there

Whenever I see his view and his mysterious glare

I do wish I can read minds like Edward Cullen

So I’ll know if he thinks about me, too.

I was just his friend, nothing else

Do you know how painful is that?

To be treated as a friend by the person you truly loved

Is like pushing and pulling your self in the boundary between friendship and love.

Until now, I am confused

Am I going to move forward and be happy?

Or stay on foot and choose to love him secretly?

It is my choice, yes, but the hardest choice I could ever take.

I don’t want to risk our friendship

That lasted for a couple of years now

But staying on his side would be too painful

I don’t know if I can still hold the feelings on my own.

So now, I decided to take the long and safe road

Where I can keep you longer in my heart, mind and soul

If friendship is what really brings us together.

So, be it and remember that I’m here always and forever. <3

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