The bizarre feeling is still there
Whenever I see his view and his mysterious glare
I do wish I can read minds like Edward Cullen
So I’ll know if he thinks about me, too.
I was just his friend, nothing else
Do you know how painful is that?
To be treated as a friend by the person you truly loved
Is like pushing and pulling your self in the boundary between friendship and love.
Until now, I am confused
Am I going to move forward and be happy?
Or stay on foot and choose to love him secretly?
It is my choice, yes, but the hardest choice I could ever take.
I don’t want to risk our friendship
That lasted for a couple of years now
But staying on his side would be too painful
I don’t know if I can still hold the feelings on my own.
So now, I decided to take the long and safe road
Where I can keep you longer in my heart, mind and soul
If friendship is what really brings us together.
So, be it and remember that I’m here always and forever. <3
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The Choice
ПоэзияI wrote this poem when I really had a kind of "feelings" with a friend. Pero sad to say, he likes somebody else and I know that friendship is what he can only offers me. I accept that fact and choose to be in his side as a friend dahil alam ko sa po...