Kpop/ optional bias imagines

What's wrong? - Rap Monster, BTS

''Babe I'm of. I'll see you tonight!'' Namjoon came up to you and pressed a kiss on your forehead. He had another comeback stage tonight with his group BTS. You always made sure to watch them on the internet or on the television. Namjoon had been gaining a lot of female attention lately and this had been bothering you. You didn't mind that he was an idol and that he had all those fans but more recently all these pretty girls came up to him to flirt with him, which made you really insecure. Namjoon never fell for it ofcourse but you were scared that one day one of those girls will be better than you and that he'll realise how boring you actually are. A sad feeling came over you and a knot formed in your stomach.
After a few hours the feeling was still there and with a little reluctance you got behind your computer to watch the live show. Seeing namjoon smile and having a good time on the stage made you feel a little better, this was so important for him. Right when you were about to click the page away because the show ended some girls started throwing pluche animals and other stuff on stage. Namjoon picked some up and started smiling, sending them finger hearts. This ofcourse made the girls scream, chanting his name. You quickly clicked the page away. You didn't want those pluche animals in your appartement, not today, nor in the future, you didn't want to be reminded of other girls adoration for Namjoon when you were spending time with him. You felt horrible for feeling this jealous but you just could't help it. Losing your appetite you put your pajama's on and climbed in bed, hoping to wake up without all those thought eating away at your imagination.
''Jagiyah? I'm home!'' You turned around, still half asleep and not sure if this was really him or if you were still dreaming. Suddenly his voice was really close to your ear. ''Baby wake up, I brought you something.'' You carefully opened your eyes, smiling up at his face. ''Hi'' Your voice was still raspy from sleeping. Namjoon held something behind his back and as you sat up straight he revealed it. It was one of the pluche animals those girls threw on the stage earlier. The feelings immidiately returned. Looking at it with disgust you harsly said '' I don't want it'' before jumping out of bed and running of to the bathroom. You quickly locked the door and slid onto the cold floor, your eyes burning with hot tears. Namjoon started knocking on the door, ''Jagi, what's wrong? Is it me?'' When you didn't answer he tried to open the door before quickly realising it was locked. ''Baby please answer me.. Did I do something wrong?'' His voice sounded worried. The tears started streaming down your face and sobs left your throat. He suddenly stopped knocking on the door when he heard you crying. ''(Y/n)-ah are you crying? Please open up the door and talk to me..'' You let out a sigh and walked up to the door to open it. You avoided looking at his eyes when he stood there looking at you with a worried and puzzled expression. As soon as he saw your pufffy eyes he took you in his arms and hugged you tightly. ''Jagiyah please don't cry, it breaks my heart to see you like this'' You sniffled against his chest. Why did it have to bother you so much? ''Baby,' his mouth was next to your ear, 'please tell me what's wrong.'' His voice send shivers down your spine and after taking a deep shaky breath you finally told him what has been bothering you all this time. Him coming home with the pluche animal was just your breaking point for it all. After you've finished Namjoon was quiet for a while, processing everything you just told him. He carefully takes your hand. ''Jagi, please don't think that way.. You are the only one I love, for now and probably until the day I die. I never met a girl as wonderful and pretty as you. (Y/n) you are my world.'' A small smile spread across your face hearing his sweet words. You knew he genuinely felt that way and it warmed your heart hearing him say it out loud. ''Saranghae jagiyah.'' Namjoon almost never spoke korean to you since you are a foreigner but right know it was perfect. ''I love you too oppa'' You loved calling him that since it sounded so cute. Namjoon smiled at you before softly pressing his lips onto yours. ''Please don't ever cry again jagi.''