That’s the day when I started to hate him his name is cooper Sams. Everyone liked him I didn’t though. We started to fool around at summer camp and we kind of just got caught up in the moment. Well, now I have a bump under my belly and I don’t know how to get rid of it.
*** 4 months ago at camp, how it started. * * *
“Hey steph, wanna meet me for a campfire at seven with the guys?” cooper said. “Sure, why not I’ll be there at eight, I got to cook dinner for the girls in my cabin.” Not thinking what I was saying, especially to cooper! We walked to the kitchen together not talking whatsoever it was really weird.
* * * 6:30* * *
I was looking through my stuff to find something cute to wear for the campfire. When I found something there was a knock on the door and it was Cooper. We walked together to the campfire, and that night he was different he was nice to everyone, not like he is at school. We stayed up until 3:45, just looking up at the stars and talking about everything that we went though in our lifetime. That night I learned a lot about cooper; he was a big sweetheart wanting to come out.
The next day I ended up dating Cooper. We had so much fun with each other. We made smores we took a walk in the woods and got lost. Sat by the waterfall, just making little kisses, that made my stomach turn, knowing he was all mine. And no one could have him but me.
Until one night he was out with his friends getting some food for camp so we wouldn’t run out of food. Well, I didn’t know food meant getting high.
He came in yelling and kicking everything out of the way, and making the girls in my cabin go to their beds, and lay down under the blankets except me, I thought he loved be and he would never hurt me. Well, I was wrong. He did something terrible and something I wanted to keep until I was married. He raped me, at 3:25 exactly.
* * * Today * * *
“ I still hate that big d-bag.” I said to my best friend, Lizzy.
“ Yeah, I know but what can you do you got a baby in your belly you know that? You have a part of him in your life, always.” Lizzy replied to me. “ I hate when you say that you know that. I got to go to math then I’m going to doctor to get the baby checked and see what gender it is, and if it is to late to get an abortion.” I said to lizzy really softly laying it on her. She couldn’t wait until I hate this baby, and have her be the godmother. Lizzy didn’t even say anything she just walked away slowly, with her boyfriend Seth.
** Doctors office* * *
“Stephanie-Elizabeth Lynn?” The nurse asked in her nice, sweet voice. Which to ask me I wanted to punch her in the face.
I walked in the office and they put some kind of jelly on my belly and rubbed this circle thing around my belly and there “he” was. It was a boy; I knew when I saw him I couldn’t get an abortion. When I drove home, I though of names I could name him, what will he be when he is older? Will he look like his father or me? Will he get a girl Pregnant at such a young age, too? Will he be save with me? That was the only thing running though my head. On the way home I got job interviews and I got a job at a pizza place down town. After a couple weeks I told Lizzy I couldn’t get an, abortion and I needed her, to be with me. Father or not, he will ALWAYS have me in his life.
* * * * After school at Work * * * *
I was taking orders and getting a bunch of tips, of 5, 6 dollars. Until a group of boys came in and they looked really similar and there he was. He was looked like a deer in the headlight. It was cooper. He sat down and I came over asking “ hi, how are you? What can I get you today for a drink?” I took there order and he asked me to pay the check up front, which the dumb-ass he is. You have to pay up there. He asked me “ are you pregnant or are you really fat? And who did you do it with?” I smiled looking like it doesn’t bug me, well it did. “Yeah, I am. Are you ready to be a father? Cause I had to grow up, I guess you can’t get high anymore and rape girls, that you say you care about?” I replied acting so nice. “Well, see you!” He said running out the door acting like he didn’t hear a work I said to him. That was it for the night, with all the money I made was $300.00 dollars, it was play off night, that’s why. But I was glad.
