The Darker Side (Niall Horan)

The Self Harming....

Chapter Eleven

Saffrons POV

"11, fancy some fun?" Oh no, no no no!!

"Urmm, no I'm good thanks, I just want to go to sleep" I said smiling trying not to show him I'm afraid of what he's going to do.

He looked at me and frowned, but he closed his eyes anyway "Good night, Princess" He said through what seemed like gritted teeth

"Night Leprachaun" 3. 2. 1. SLEEEEEEP!

"WAKE UP!!!!" Not again Naill, "WAKE UP!!!!!" Naill shut up... "WAKE UPPPPPP!!!!!!" I just lay still, not breathing, which was hard "Princess?"

Nialls POV

"Princess?" Why isn't she moving?! WHY DOESN'T IT LOOK LIKE SHE'S BREATHING?! Not my Princess, it can't be my Princess.

"BOO!!" Holy mother of Directioners! She's alive!!!!

"Don't EVER scare me like that again, or there are concequences!" I chuckled at her "Now go shower shitface!" She just  stared at me and smirked then kissed me softly on the cheek

"Fine, boob!" She's so adorable its unreal.

Saffrons POV

SHOWER TIME!!!!!!!!!!!

I got in the bathroom and put my music on and 'Someone like you' by Adele came on! I love this song!

'I heard, that you,

Settled down, that you,

Found a girl, and your,

Married now...

I heard, that your dreams came true,

Guess she gave you things,

I didn't give to you,

Old friend,

Why are you so shyy?

Ain't like you to hold back,

Or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up, out of the blue uninvited,

But I, I couldn't stay away,

I couldn't fight it,

I hoped you'd see my face, and that you'd be reminded that to me,

It isn't overr...

Never might I'll find, someone like youu,

I wish nothing but the best, for youu twoo,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I'll remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

You know, how the time flies,

Only, yesterday,

Was the time of our lives,

We were born and raised,

In a, summer haze,

Bound by,

Be surprised, of our glory days,

I hate to turn up, out of the blue uninvited,

But I, I couldn't stay away,

I couldn't fight it,

I hoped you'd see my face, and that you'd be reminded that to me,

It isn't overr...

Never might Ill find, someone like youu,

I wish nothing but the best, for youu twoo,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I'll remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Nothing compares the worries or cares,

Regrets and mistakes, their memories made,

Who would have known how,

Bittersweet this would taste?

Never might I'll find, someone like youu,

I wish nothing but the best, for youu,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I'll remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Never might I'll find, someone like youu,

I wish nothing but the best, for youu twoo,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I'll remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.'

I got out the shower and wrapped a pink fluffy towel around my bare body. I open the bathroom to be  greeted by Niall who then wraps his arms around me, picking me up spinning me in circles

"Saff whats this?" He asked pointing at where I once self harmed...

"Oh, err, just-" I couldn't think "I used to urmm-"

"Did you used to have a cat?" Oh my Direction! I shook my head no, "Did you used to, self harm?" He whispered the self harm bit. I nodded my head yes, not even trying to resist the tears running down my cheeks

"Yeah f-from w-w-when I used to get b-bu-b-bull-bullied.." I was stuttering so much oh my Direction

"Awwh baby, when was the last time?" I couln't answer this he'll go mental but I have to...

"Like t-t-twenty m-m-m-minutes ago-o?" His eyes widened, jaw hitting the floor.

"With what-t?" Now he's stuttering. Great I'm slowly breaking him

"Razor..." His reaction is not what I thought. He just hugged me and started to cry.. Oh no, he's broken...

"Saffron..."

A/N

Its only so long because of the lyrics I just had to right down:)!

QUESTIONS!!!!!

1) Whats Niall going to say/do?!

2) When should I update?

3) Worst thing you've ever done? (Mines self harm)

-SaffronJoness xoxoxox