the heart wants what it wants

chapter 14 last words

Plz play the song with this chapter

Angel pov
I locked myself in my room and refused to leave or talk to anyone. I checked my phone and as usual marcus and kayla were texting me trying to talk to me but no way thats happening and unknown numbers texting me telling me to kill myself and I though thats not a bad idea. I grabbed my guitar and a camera, chair and rope. I made a video of me singing (the song above). I got pencil and paper and wrote the note from my song " look at me are you proud of your precious child. Im sorry mom but this world is just not my place. I tried to fix this and fit in. Come to realize this world is full of sin. Theres nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space. I have no reason to stay here in this awful race. Its a disgrace I was misplaced.born in the wrong time and in the wrong place. But its ok cause ill see you soon.youll no when your time has come just look at the moon. As it shines bright through out the night. But remeber everyone is facing there own fight. But I cant deal with pain im not a fighter. Youll be alright just hug your pillow tighter. So let the world know I died in vain. Cause its the world around me thats the one to blame. I no in a year your forget im gone. Bc im not teally something to be dwelled on. So I must go im running out of room to write. So this is it good bye." I put the note in the envelope and put it but the chair with everyone elses. I takr a hand full of Tylenol and stood on the chair and put the rope around my neck and took one foot off the chair.

Cliff hanger