Today was the day I was finally going to see my brother Karon I know he probably don't wanna see me but I had to get something's off my chest so it can kinda help me with getting over my past
"Hi I'm here to see Karon Phillips"
"And you are "
"His sister Kayla Phillips"
"Okay I need you to sign this "the lady behind the desk said handing me a clipboard with a piece of paper I took I the clipboard going to take a seat I filled out the whole paper before getting up handing it back to her
"Thank now I'm gonna need you to put your purse in one them lockers "I nodded my head going over to the lockers I pulled a quarter out my purse putting it in the slot opening the locker I put my phone on vibrate putting it in my purse then putting my purse in the locker closing it
"Okay I need for you to walk through the medal detector I walked through the medal detector without the noise going off "okay go to that room so another officer can check you " I walked to the room she told me to go in having the officer check me I had to take off my shoes and socks the had to check everywhere which was very uncomfortable
"Okay right this way you can still there he'll be out in a minute " I nodded my head taking a seat about five minutes later my brother walked through the door he slowly walked to the table as he walked over to the table I looked him over he look so different he had a lot of tattoos now he was now growing out Afro and he was getting cocky
"Hey " I said breaking the silence
"Wassup"he says giving me a head nod
"Look Karon I know I'm probably the last person you wanna see but it's something's I have to get off my chest "I said taking a deep breath wiping the tears that were going down my cheek " the past couple months I been dealing with the situation and it's really bothering me so I came here to get answers "he didn't say nothing he just gave me that blank stare
"Why did you kill him " I said getting straight to the point he leaned in
"Because he deserve to die so I did what I had to do "I shook my head
"So you just up and killed him what did he ever do to you "I said crying harder
"Why the fuck do it matter that nigga gone he ain't nothing but a pussy and always gone be a pussy hope that nigga rot in hell where he pose to be " I got up slapping him
"How dare you say such a thing !"I yelled as more tears came down my face "if anything you ain't nothing while you where kissing our parents ass they where ones that set you up they wanted to get rid of you they call the police on you and turned you in they don't love and sadly I still love for what you did but I can never forgive you now look at you in prison for life now who's the jackass" I said before walking out I had never cussed in my life but he just brought the mean side out of me and I never put my hands on anyone the devil was trying to get the best of me I grabbed my belongs leaving I will never be going to see him again I drove to Nicki house cause I really needed someone to talk to
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"No he didn't " I nodded my head as I wiped my tears with a Kleenex
"Yes he's a freakin loser It really hurt me to hear him say that " I said sniffing
"He need to get more than a slap Foreal " she says handing me another Kleenex "I ain't tryna be mean or anything but baby girl you don't need them if they ain't tryna rekindle with you and let bygones be bygones well fuck em I'm here for you " I nodded my head as I wiped my noses
"Your right I should just worry about what's important my baby and forget about the past"
"Yea cause it ain't doing nothing but holding you back now repeat after me fuck them bitches I need them bitches " I start laughing
"No I can't say that "I said shaking my head
"Girl come on you grown you can cuss now say it"
"No Nicki"
" Kayla say it it'll make you feel better better " I thought for a minute " come on you can do it just do it for the one time"
"Forget my family I don't need my family " I said giggling that kinda do feel good she gave me a straight face
"Really nigga say it right fuck them bitches I don't need them bitches "I took a deep breath
"Fuck them bitches......I .. Don't need them ....bitches "
"Girl say it better than that you sound like a baby that's learning how to talk "
"Fuck them bitches I don't need them bitches" I said giggling
"Yesss now say it like you mean it "
"Fuck them bitches I don't need them bitches!"
"Ayee yes bitch"she said making a beat on the table "fuck them bitches we don't need them bitches !"
"Dafuq y'all doing "Ken said coming in with Kevin behind him
"Making our new mixtape called fuck them bitches"she says standing on her tippy toes pecking his lips
"Hey Kevin"I said giving him a hug
"Wassup baby girl"he said kissing my forehead
"Who hungry cause I am"Nicki said I ain't gone lie I was to
"Me "I said raising my hand
"You want some pizza "
"Yea" I said nodding my head pizza sounds good right now
"Omg we can have a sleep over to "
"Really Nick"Ken said giving her a straight face
"What I'll be fun bae" she said pinching his cheek " we can play games watch scary movies .."
"Woah you can stop right there I don't agree on scary movies "
"Girl shut yo ass up you got Kevin" she said dismissing me
"Yea baby girl I got you "he said wrapping his arm around my shoulder pulling me to him
"I guess it's a sleepover then"Nicki said clapping her hands
I guess it was a fun sleep we ate pizza and hella snacks played games watch scary movies which I didn't like I was kinda scared to go to sleep I don't care if I sound like s big baby but it's the truth and plus I couldn't sleep cause my stomach was hurting I think I ate to much I covered my mouth when I accidentally peed on myself I got well I tried to get up but I couldn't a tapped Kevin he just shrugged my hand off him as he turned over so I tapped Nicki
"Nicki"I semi yelled she mumbled pushing my hand "Nicki!"I yelled when as pain shot through my body she quickly popped her head up and so did Ken and Kevin
"Girl what's wrong with you "she says with a attitude
"M-My water b-broke"
