➳Behind the money L.S

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[Louis' side of the story]

I glanced at the clock, 6:50 am. Crap, this is too early for a Saturday morning. I looked around my room, but could jut see pure darkness. I got up and walked to my bathroom, as I could not go back to sleep anymore.

I looked back at the mirror, horrified by the disgusting figure looking back at me. I wish that the figure and me were two different people, but you can't mistake that disgusting figure from me.

I stared at myself in the mirror for a good 10 seconds before I can't no more. My figure horrifies me. Everything about me horrifies me.

My arm started itching, that familiar itch. The one where it demands to be touched, touched by none other than pain. Pain. Pain with razors or something sharp to satisfy my cold skin.

Slowly, I lift up my arms, so it was my eye level. You could see the faint scars, which held so many memories, none of them good though. Jut bad ones.

I looked at the cabinet in front if me, beside the mirror. The razor was calling my name. It feels like I'm being manipulated. I don't want to do it but I can't help it. I feel like I belong there. I feel like I belong in the family of pain.

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I don't how I got to this point but I did. I chuckled harshly and chucked away the tissues which were once clean but now, coloured with dried blood. I feel so disappointed at myself for doing this.

Why? Why Louis why?

Why? The life I'm living is not working out for me. It feels like I'm in the wrong world, I'm trapped and I need to get out. I lose myself sometimes. Well, most of the time. I use pain to get me back to reality. Pain? Pain.

Because pain always tells the truth.

•••

In the bedroom now. My comfy bed is the only thing that make me feel safe and at home. I stared at the wall, nothing in particular, just... Thinking.

I lose my self in thinking sometimes. The bad thoughts, get to me quickly but I have control. Well at least, some control.

I laid down on my bed, my back hitting the mattress, my eyes staring at the ceiling.

The air around me is getting thick, thick means heavy and heavy means bad.

'Darkness is catching up my dear'

My breathing got heavier. My heart racing fast. I need to get out. Get some fresh air.

I shot up threw some sweatpants on and changed my pyjama top into a maroon coloured loose top. I touched my hair and no, I cannot go out with my hair all greasy.

But since when did my appearance matter? I stopped trying to look good in front of others when I stopped caring. I only have to look good in school and near my father.

I shook my head and sighed. Time to get some fresh air at 7:16 in the mornin' .

I threw on a grey beanie and jogged downstairs.

My family was still asleep, of course, since it's Saturday and both my parents have days of in the weekends so they're probably gonna take the kids elsewhere.

I got a post it nite fro my sisters room and wrote to my parents that I'm gonna take a morning run.

'Run'.

After leaving the noted on the kitchen table, I threw on some cheap shoes and walked off.

To get some fresh air.

Fresh fuckin air.

•••

[Harrys side]

"Mmm" I moaned in delight, the pancakes mum makes are really good.

"Enjoying?" Mum said whilst chuckling and putting the washed and dried played away.

"Mm defiantly mum, you always make the best food"

"Well I'm glad you think so baby."

After I finished my breakfast, I put the plates in the sink, it's Gemma's turn to wash the dishes up. Speaking of Gemma, where is she anyways?

"Mum!" I called

"Yeah?" She shouted back for the living room, probably reading a fashion magazine or whatnot.

"Where's Gemma?" I called out whilst drying my hands and making my why to the living room.

"Oh she's gone out for her morning run. Yanno, you should do that Harry, follow your sisters lead. Go get some fresh air Harry." I rolled my eyes and grumbled. She wouldn't let this case go unless I actually get dresses and have a wonder outside.

So with a grumble and sigh, I went upstairs to get changed.

•••

"Mum! I'm leaving!" I called whilst grabbing the keys and checkin the time, 8:00 am, wow.

I put my air maxes on and left, hearing a 'bye be safe!' From my mum before shutting the door.

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I was walking through the park, I don't know how I ended up here but I did. I sighed in delight. I felt fresh and...free. After all, all the drama going on at school put a lot on my shoulder.

The weather was nice. It wasn't hot or cold. Just...perfect. Sun and a bit of wind.

I was still walking until I saw a figure in front of me. A small figure.... No way. I would notice his beautiful figure anywhere.

Without thinking, I ran up to him.

"LOUIS!"

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