My head is spinning
My visions foggy
I'm thinking i'll never be happy again
I grab the blade,
as I think of all the pain I felt but
the sharp steal isn't enough.
So I take my blade and burn it bright
I drag it slow across my skin. Over and over and over till I end my sweet agonizing pain.
I sent the small piece of metal on the bed next to me,
but I still feel it dragging slowly across my legs and arms,
it burns so bad.
I sit in the same place as I think of what I did.
oh how much i hurt,
how much it burns!
Why did i do this? I think to myself
Even as the pain subsidised,
I cry and cry
for the pain I felt now is nothing compared to the pain I have caused for my family and friends
I wish I hadn't made this mistake!
But then I see a way out
iIdo not think as I tie a noose around my neck.
For how could my loved ones hurt for me if I was not there?
I let the chair fall to the floor as I wait for my final breath to extinguish all my pain.
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PoetryM'kayz. So i just randomly thought of this and thought 'hey, why not? I like to write poems. So why not put them here for everyone to read and enjoy..' Ill try and post a new one evey week...ummm, if u guys comment, i can take request. So yeah. Sor...