_It tears me apart to tear from a passion but the fruit of this labor have rotted so it calls for this reaction/ I can't see past the hill that stands between me and where I think is should be standing and commanding my army made of words with power which by the hour become ever so demanding/ Yet handing me the solution doesn't seem to be the answer, but I can't help be split about this decision since I have two sides to me because I'm the sign before cancer, whether I should forge onward or come to a graceful end like a ballet dancer, all I kno is I need you dearly (deer) like Santa does this like prancer/
_It seems I need assistance with trying to evolve, because around you my improvement seems to revolve, and I think you are the one to help me resolve my inner conflicts/ it seems I have an inner gridlock between myself and I as my other half continually disagrees with the ideas I depict/ I am the bigger of us two, the eagle to the falcon, yet my embodied self doubt wants to dog it out like Michael Vick/ I would go back to change certain actions and take advantage of certain opportunities but unfortunately this isn't click/ I have no idea where I will go from here, but that doesn't help with this reoccurring feeling that the end is near, like going for a walk on the beach and strolling on the pier/ you ask why I'd leave the art I love so dear/ It's because my false expectations are becoming true which is why i shed a T.E.A.R./
(True Expectations Achieving Reality)
