The heart of dark secrets

5-russian roulette

i wake to the sound of the hummingbirds, I think it's just in my head, i open my eyes slowly to what appears to be the forest, am out but how? ,why bother abduct me if eventually throw me out, there must be something wrong, this can't be real, I must be dreaming.
i see a girl running in a distinct between the willow and oak trees, she turns her head around and looks at me ,I can't fathom her face, she is far. She then starts to run again ,all I could see is that she is wearing a white long formal dress with a golden lace in the waist her dark black hair covering her bare back. " wait where are you going?" i shouted, if this is real then she must know away out of here, another way not from the lake.
she doesn't answer or even turn,she just keeps running, i run after her ,"stop please help me find a away out" i shout again, I must sound like Rapist, maybe she is just afraid of me, like an animal afraid of hunters.
she doesn't answer, or maybe she is just deaf or she cant hear me because am a little far ,but she must have ran away from the asylum, so I need to know why it's only me and her that are out?.
its snowing and am freezing and am running on this cold ground ,bare feet, i cant feel my legs anymore or my body its so cold, after a while of running ,my lungs start to burn and am gasping for air, I can't breath anymore, every time I take a breath, the cold air gets inside my body and it hurts .
she stops in front of an oak tree ,finally, in my head there is a party because she stopper, how can she run this far?, I can't see the asylum anymore.
she is stands in front of the oak tree like she looked into medusa's eyes and turned into stone.
All I can see is her back, her hair is on her right shoulder and I think she has a tattoo on her neck, it's small.
i walk slowly to her, and stop 4 feet away from her, "hey" I whisper,not knowing what to say,"where can I find a way out?", that's the only thing I want to know, to get far away from this bloody place.
she turns around and i scream from what she....... i start to walk backward slowly as the wind makes her hair fly, my heart starts to beat rapidly even my breath starts to get heavy, i take one more step back and my back hits a blossom tree. "afraid much?" she says but the words weren't coming from her mouth ,she said them telepathically, i start to breath heavily, i scream and plead for help as she get near me, I could run, but am so freaking tired, my lungs can't take it anymore.
" trust me i don't bite ,get it because am faceless" she says,even whiteout her face i can feel her mocking look. "what happened to you?" i manage to ask, my legs feel so weak from the fear, a faceless telepath is in front of me, now I can say I saw life's true face or plain face.
"what ?,why ?,how ?,they are just questions that need a boring answer,what is important now" she says while putting her hand on my neck squeezing me slowly then she starts to choke me, I try to push her hand from my neck but she has a firm grip, stronger than a man's grip.
She starts to rise me up in the air ,she is so strong, my legs are of ground,they are dangling in mid air.
the blossoms start to fall on us and on the ground, it would have looked magical if there wasn't a faceless girl choking me.
the air start to escape my lungs like it's competing in a track race, thats when i see it the numbers they are on her neck they do make sense they are a date 28-4-13 , my body starts to feel numb and, and feeling of pain and highness begin to affect my body.
" we're different.we are tranquil free of distribution, we see the colors of truth in the blindness of hate this is just the beginning and now goodbye nicolas carter"she says and punches me on the face, I think I hear a creak or maybe it's the sound of my nose getting broken, the light goes out of my eye and am stuck in darkness like a scared blind man, I can't feel anything anymore, not my burning lungs ,nor her choosing firm grip.
All I feel is noting.

someone pours cold water on my face and i wake up rushing for breath, am sitting in a dark room, that's the first thing I notice, and in my head am like praise The Lord it was a dream.
"how about a game of russian roulette" i hear someone say but it wasn't telepathically, the lights start to flicker, a blonde guy sits sits in front of me ,his hazel eyes staring at me like a hawk, a gun in his shaking hand, an insane smile on his face." i'll start first" he says and points  the gun on his head. "no" I plead and shut my eyes close after He pulls the trigger but all I heard was a click and noting els.
i open my eyes, my heart really fell from my chest. 
"see its easy its your turn now "he says and hands me the gun,his smile is scary enough, there is no hesitation in his voice, I hold the  gun in my hand i think am going to faint. "no am not going to play your game "i say then i hear a voice in my head whispering  " do it end your misery .end your pain just point and pull the trigger there is no life for you just do it, the voice sounds so familiar so convincing, tears start trail down my cheeks, it sounds like a guy I know but can't remember who.
i point th gun on my head,and for some reason I feel compelled, I can't stop, like someone is controlling me ,before i pull the trigger ,he says "good bye nicolas carter and don't forget to say hi to iris", from his words I know, it's my end, and no one can stop death, I pull the trigger and all i think about is iris, am going to die with a mystery of my own ,with a secret i don't know, who are you iris ? this question didn't need a boring answer, am sad i wont know it, i feel the bullets heat and speed inside my head, sadness, pain and depression runs inside my body like wild fire ,am going to die with not much of a happy memory, it's all funny, a faceless girl, a creepy guy playing Russian roulette and now a bullet in my head for some reason I smile, maybe this place is turning me insane, I welcome death with open hands, maybe death is my way out.
The bullet gets out of the other side of my head, and for some unknown reason it feels not real, I keep the smile on my face and feel my body getting heavier as the oxygen fades my lungs, my brain starts to hurt a little, then it all goes away,I close my eye, and drift away.
Thanks to all my fans I really appreciate it and I hope you like the rest of the story, part six will be released Saturday August 1st