Tears falling from my face like silent rain
A lump forming in my throat, no oxygen to the brain
A gaping hole in my heart getting wider by the day
A broken romance between you and I, left to decay
My lungs beg for air, but I won't let it.
My mouth trying to get a break but it won't get it
Cause ever since the heart break of you and I
I've been contemplating my choice of suicide
I take a handful of pills, poison to the body
I swallow them not a second thought, knowing I'm not ready
For the things that lie ahead in the afterlife of mine
But I know I wasn't ready to keep living, too much for my mind
My family will miss me, as well as my friends
Cause they'll just never understand my choice for it all to end
All the pain, all the anger, bottled up inside
All the more a great reason for me to commit suicide
