Brothers best friend//Sammy Wilkinson

Chapter 27

(Song suggestion: Birdy- Not about angles)

Sammy p.o.v.

"We have some bad news....." he hesitated then continued "She didn't make it, we are so sorry. We did everything we could possibly do to save her but it was too late" he finished

"You did not do everything to save her because if you did then she would be alive" I screamed at the doctor.

I couldn't believe she was gone. My Andrea was gone. She can't be gone. This was all my fault, I should have been there, I shouldn't have gone to the bathroom and left her alone this was all my fucking fault.

"Fuck!!" I screamed and punched a wall. I was so mad at myself for everything, I could have protected her better, but I didn't. When I looked behind me I saw Jack crying with all of the other guys.

"Can I see her?" I wiped my tears away and the doctor nodded. When I entered her room she covered with a white sheet, I pulled it down just to see her face. She was really gone and there was nothing I can do to bring her back.

"I love you. My love for you is endless, and I will never forget you. I LOVE you to the stars and back" I said then left.

-1 week later-

Its been one week without Andrea and my life has been hell without her. I went one my phone and scrolled through our messages together. By the time I finished reading them I was in tears, I through my voice mail and saw I had one from Andrea and I haven't heard it so I played it.

"Hey babe, its Andrea I just wanted to tell you that you suck and I don't love you..... No im just kidding I love you but you do suck. Now stop being a lazy ass and wake up so you can spend time with the most amazingest person in the world... Me!! K love you byee"

I laughed. She was so childish but I loved that about her. She was my world , she was my everything. I need to be with her. So I grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and wrote:

Who ever is reading this, I had to do this, it is the only chance of being happy again and being reunited with the love of my life, its not your fault, I chose to do this. I love everyone of you.

This part is for my fans, my second family. I love you guys, thanks to you guys I lived my dream and I couldn't ask for better fans please don't blame yourselves its not your fault, it wasn't the hate, it was because my life has been hell not having her around, I need to be with her, I need to be with her and this is the only way. I am so thankful that I have amazing fans like you guys, I will be leaving knowing that I have saved lives, that I was your reason to smile. You guys mean the whole world to me and I love you guys. Bye.

                                                                                                   -Sammy

With that I wrote on my arm: We will soon be reunited My love. Then went into the bathroom I grabbed different sleeping pills, and went back into my room. I took as much as I could but before I did I tweeted to my fans : I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS REMEBER THAT AND WHAT EVER HAPPENS ITS NOT YOUR FAULT <3.

I  grabbed ten from different bottles of the sleeping pills. I grabbed the note and held it as my eyes grew heavy, Then I saw someone; Andrea.

"Its time to let go My love" She whispered I took her hand and she helped me up and we walked hand in hand into the light.

OMG!!!!! THAT IS THE ENDING OF MY  BROTHERS BEST FRIEND. Thank you so much for reading I hoped you guys enjoyed it. I might be starting a new story so keep checking my profile to find out

-stay beautiful-