"I cant do it anymore" I whisperd to myself while I was sitting in the corner of my room With my knees up to my chest With tears coming out of my eyes. My boyfriend, Roman And I had our probably 100th fight tonight, And With that fight came a new bruise. Yes, Roman is very abusive, And before we dated i knew he had anger issues but when we started dating he was Working them out With a counsler, Obvioubsly it didnt work. Our fights are ususlly about little shit that could Be worked out but he decides to take it to the next level. Our fight tonight was about my outfit i was wearing to go see my favorite band HIM; Blue ripped shorts & a HIM tank top. I thought it was an okay outfit, not too slutty, but not innocent. Roman thought it was way too much, And since he wasnt invited to the concert, he didnt want guys hitting on me without him being around, to punch, Or most likely kill if they touched me. We argued about the outfit, And then as i turned to walk out of the door, BAM! A huge blow to my shoulder. I looked at him With sad eyes And ran out the door down to my car crying. I was use to it though, the occasionl punches, but they Seem to get worse And worse. When i arrived home no one was there, which was usally every night. My dad worked late, And after he usally went to the bar. I call him a dead beat dad because hes never around when i need him. The house is always quite without him, but nights likes these, i wish he was around so i could tell him about the abuse. Nobody else knows, not even my bestfriend Morgan, shes been my bestfriend from birth, And i feel terrible for not telling her, I'm just scared. Though my dad was a dead beat, he would still kill a Guy who hurt me, him And my brother Chad. Chad was two years older than me, And he moved to West Chester PA when he was 18, because he lied to out dad about getting to the college there, but i knew he was lying because my brother hated highschool, (as do I) And no way in hell would he change his mind about it all of the sudden. When he first moved I had a choice weather i wanted to go With him Or not, And i denyed the offer because at that time Roman And I had a good relationship And i didnt want to leave Morgan, but sitting in the corner of the room i though about how i Should have went. After Chad moved out Thats when things got bad, Ive been a rebel since the day i was born, actually along With te nickname ginger, rebel was used most by my family. I got in trouble With the cops, And arrested atleast 5 times. My dad And brother had a discussion when i was 16 if maybe i Should go live in West Chester because they thought it was crue my bad behavior, but i refused to leave because of Roman And Morgan. I got up off my Floor And Walked over to my mirror And took the tank top off to look at the new black And blue mark forming on my shoulder, And decided to look at all of them. Two on my legs, One on my arm, & atleast 6 on my stomach And rib area. The one on my rib was coverd by one of my tattoos thank god, but it was still noticeable. I decided to call morgan And told her everything And she advised me to talk to my brother And dad about going to live With Chad. I Picked up the phone And called my dad, He answerd right away.
*phone call between me & Ed(my dad)
Ed: Yo
Me: Hey dad when Will you Be home?
Ed: In about an hour, Why is everything okay?
Me: Yeah no, everything is fine, I just wanted to talk to you about Something.
Ed: Dear god, okay. We Will talk when i get home.
Me: Okay bye. And With that we hung up. My dad hates the words "I need to talk to you" because he geta scared thinking im gonna tell him I'm pregnant Or Something. "PLEASE tell me you arent pregant" is always his response for that. Kids werent Something i wanted at the time. Roman And i never had sex, And I was still a virgin, And that was hard to belive for Some people, but i am And i was waiting for the right Guy, And that definatly wasnt Roman. I decided to call Chad up And talk to him about moving in With him. Ive never heard him more happier in my life, so Obvioubsly he was okay With me moving in With him. I told him it would Be two days. When my dad got in i asked him And he was suspicious at first about it, but finally gave in. I jumped up And gave him a big hug And went upstairs to pack. WEST CHESTER HERE I COME.
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West Chester Love(A Bam Margera love story)
RandomI'm an 18 Year old rebel With red hair, who loves to skate, tattoo's And a criminal record. A dead beat farther, And an abusive boyfriend. Eveything thing changed for me when my 20 Year old brother Chad decides to take full custody of me until i can...