Chapter 9

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(This is going to be a long chapter. And from now on I'm going to make the chapters as long as I can. Keep reading! I hope you enjoy the chapter!)
Jessica's POV

Today is mine and Harry's date, he's in Liam's room getting ready and I asked a couple of friends that live here to help me. The girls should be arriving any minute, my one out up and there was a knock on the door. I got up and opened the door letting me 3 friends in, one was doing hair, another was picking my outfit and shoes, and another was doing makeup. Harry said it was very formal so to wear something very formal.

The girls turned me around and I looked in the mirror to see a different girl in front of me. I didn't like this girl that was playing me. I hate her. But I can't tell the girls I don't like it. I smiled a convincing fake smile and stood up and felt a foot off the ground. I looked down to see black pumps, that were 4 inches high, a black tight lace dress that went a little above my knee and my makeup was silver/black , some winged eyeliner, and dark red lipstick.
My hair was pinned up in all different places and it looked nice for some other girl. There was a knock on the door and I felt as if I'm about to cry. I don't want Harry to think I look different or weird. But I guess I have to.
One of the girls opened the door and I walked out with money, my phone, some Chapstick, and an emergency girl kit.
Harry smirked and I rolled my eyes before closing the door. "You look amazing" Harry said kissing my cheek. I blushed and slithered my fingers in his, he smiled and we walked to the limo and got in.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"It's a surprise" I playfully glared at him, and he kissed my nose. I want him to be mine and for me to be his. I was us to happen.
I saw Harry freeze and his eyes widened, I was about to turn around but Harry stopped me. "How about we leave?" Harry said nervously, I raised an eyebrow "why?" I asked, he stared behind me so I turned around to see a girl or should I say a fucking slut that has a dress that's like 10 sizes small with her fake boobs popping out and the dress ends right under her butt, that's a hideous sight. And she had literally a cake on her face. I looked at Harry, were the haters right about him? A lot of the haters say that he's a man whore, he has sex with a girl like every night.
I looked at Harry with tears brimming in my eyes but I fought them, he nodded his head. "No, it's not what it looks like. Can I just explain this to you? Can we just talk?" Harry said fast
"No, no I don't think we can talk. Is that one of the sluts you screwed than left? Because I don't want a man like that. You know? I thought you were different! This is why I'm fucking scared to let ANYONE in. That's fucking why, because I dated this guy for 3 months! And all he fucking wanted to do was get into my pants! Ana since your this 'millionaire' pop star its REALLY easy for you huh?" Harry was nodding his head and he looked very concerned, he's a good actor! "You know whAt? This is the LAST you'll be seeing of me. I'm dropping out of this fucking tour, you bastard!" I yelled and walked away. I took off my heels and walked towards the hotel to pack my bags and leave this place. This is how my life has been. I run from my problems, I need to stop but this I can't be around. Hell no!

When I got to the hotel makeup was running down my face and my hair was in a messy bun. I ripped off my dress and put on some sweatpants and a baggy tee. I called my mom and told her I'm leaving and that I've already packed. She said she'll leave the door unlocked and to let her know when I'm home, I'll be home by about 3 am.
I slipped on some keds and my phone was buzzing for what seemed like hours while I was packing but I didn't answer.
I grabbed the money my mom had sent: 629.83$ and called a taxi.
I blocked Harry's number and grabbed my stuff. I left a not for Harry
Dear Harry,
I never want to see you again. So don't bother, even though all you probably want is the same as Rider. I can't believe that you think I'm like all the other sluts you use. Because I don't let my guard down that easy. Goodbye

I carried my bags to the elevator and clicked the first story. As I was going down I couldn't help but to think about how fucked up Harry is. I REALLY liked Harry. I still do like Harry but I can't be with him, I don't like him as much as I used to but if he wasn't a man whore I would be with him. The door dinged and as soon as it opened I saw Harry. I went to walked away but he walked in the way "can I please just talk to you" harry pleaded "I'm going to miss my flight" Harry sighed and nodded. "Please. I have to tell you about Patrisha. It's not what you think. And I'm not letting you leave until you know." I sighed "you have 5 minutes" I growled "I'm not a man whore like I used to be. And I hate to admit that I was Patrisha was a one night stand. And I'm not doing this just for you to be a one night stand. I think I think I might uh love you. And I've never felt this way about a girl before. I just want you to always be in my arms. I jut want us to happen. Please I really really like you. You're amazing and I don't want you to think that you're going to be a one night stand. Im not going to let you leave now that I've found you." Harry said "what do you mean 'now that I found you'?" I raised an eyebrow "can we talk in the room there's a lot I need to tell you" we went up to our room and I sat down. This is way more than 5 minutes but I need to know.

We sat down and Harry began "this is a lot of information to take but, your a werewolf. When your 18 you'll shift and find your mate, and since I'm already 18 I know I've found mine. And as soon as you turn 18 you'll know. That I'm your mate."
Omg! So what my dad was saying was true?! My mom never talked about it, but ever since I could remember before my dad passed he would always say I'm a wolf. I never believed him, but ever since I got older I started to believe him more and more.
He always said that we were something called rouges.
"What are rouges?!" I asked eagerly "there wolves that don't have a pack, like you" I nodded. My whole life I didn't believe my dad and I find out that all along I should've believed him. And I didn't. "Harry I need you to tell me about mates. And all about this wolf stuff. My dad told me about lots of it but I need you to tell me more."
"Mates are wolfs that are made to be together. Zayin was the only that found his but he left one direction. When you turn 18 you shift into you wolf and you may start your search for your mate. Since your not 18 yet, you don't know we're not mates yet, but I know because I'm 19. The mate bond is really strong, and one of the mates can reject the other but that barley never happens, because of the bond. That's why I always want to be around you, when you turn 18 you'll feel it. And you wolf will scream mate! And once two mates mate, they're bond gets stronger and they can hear each others thoughts and mind link. Where they can talk to each other through they're mind. When's  your birthday?"
Oh crap I totally forgot about my birthday "uh a week" I blushed. Harry stroke my cheek. "The reason why I had so many one night stands was because I'm born to be an alpha (leader of a pack) and I won't be until I fully mate with my mate. And call her as my Luna (girl leader) and it took me so long to find you, I became desperate, I needed love" Harry said.
I texted my mom and told her I'm not coming back and that I love her.
"Harry I-I don't know what to say." Harry stared into my eyes and I blushed knowing that he's reading my thoughts. I really want to kiss him right now. Harry smirked and smashed his lips onto mine, which I kissed back. Our lips moved in sync and I smiled into the kiss. His tongue slid across my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I gladly excepted.
His tongue explored my mouth and I moaned.
We couldn't go all the way even though I know we're mates, I don't want to go all the way until its official. So I pulled away. Harry frowned and I giggled at his sexy frown. Harry's frown turned into a smirk. UGH he read my mind. "Harry?" "Yeah?" "How do you put up a wall? My dad was telling my shout that once" Harry chuckled and he told me how. I put up and wall. YAY! Now he can't hear my thoughts for this time.
"Harry?" "Yeah?" 
"Can I see your wolf? Please?! I REALLY want to see it!" He nodded and smiled.
He shifted and I gasped. His wolf is beautiful! I gasped, I ran my hand through his fur and it felt so soft. He was an all black wolf with a part of his stomach a half of a circle with a black dot, kinda like a half of a ying-yang on the right of his stomach. He ha d bright green eyes. Harry purred and rubbed up against my leg.
I can't wait to be a wolf!!

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