I'd stand on the ledge of the building, staring into the cool night sky, enjoying the silence. Usually this place was full of laughter and shouts, being a school and all. I'd let out a deep sigh, Why was I doing this. Why. To many reasons in my mind. I'd edge closer to the drop, peering down with dull eyes, it was a long way down. Good. I'd lift my hands up, running them over my eyes. The tears down dry from the earlier tantrums and fits with myself. I'd shake my head. I'd suck in my breath. I've had enough of this. And leaped.
The moment my shoe left the cement ledge, gravity took it's way. Pulling my body down towards the earth below me. I'd close my eyes, arms spread as the feeling of free falling embraced my body. I'd feel tears gathering in my eyes, uttering out the last two words I ever could. "I'm sorry." Before impact, my head landed first, smashing against the cement with a sickening crack, then my torso, then legs. This was it, I felt my body go haywire, then numb in a split second. Slowly, I felt myself fade. I couldn't speak, hear, taste, move.. Is this de-..................
