||Kylie||
Look how happy they are , Look at them I can't I just can't tell them now
Look how Hazel is laughing while she's listening to Jess's jokes oh how I love them
I can't I'll just fake listening to music in my headphones so they won't ask me why I'm acting weird.
15 mintues later I stood up and just excused by saying I'm exhausted I've always been exhausted but that never made me go home from Jessica's sleepovers , well I'm not blamed for a single thing I mean It's better for them if I just don't tell them today , so I didn't .
I laid down on my bed , tears streaming down my cheeks , IM CRYING IM CRYING DAMN IT WHY THAT GUY WOULD MAKE ME CRY I DIDN'T WANTED HIM ANYWAYS. No no no I do want him that's so crazy oh my god oh my god . I just want to be in his arms right now , I wish he was with me . I cannot even believe that he lied about going to Canada oh my god why would he do that like was he taking a break from me or a BREAK UP WITH ME ?? "Lord please help me get through this " I said while letting my dirty blonde hair down , covering myself with my blanket that my aunt Diana got me last year , saying goodnight to my siblings framed picture like usual and just turning my beside lamp off.
