"You don't care"
The words that crushed me
Burned me
Destroyed me
You've always said
That you care about me
That you love me
That you get me
Lies
You don't get me
If you did
We wouldn't be here
You complain
That I never tell you
What's in my head
What's hurting so bad
I don't tell
Because I can't explain
How could I tell you
About something you've never felt
You say that I'm hurting you
Bringing you down
I know that
I'm not as oblivious as you think
I'm not the oblivious one
You are
By saying these things
You're causing just as much pain
Don't you see
Wait
Of course you can't
You just see a pair of angry eyes
I don't want to fight you
But you keep pushing me
I don't want to hurt you
But you hurt me
You've scared me dear
Not on my arms
Not on my legs
Not on my stomach
The scars on my arm
Were made by me
The scars on my legs
We're made by me
The scars on my stomach
Were made by me
They were made by my hand
With my knife
The scars you left
Are ones that will never heal
They're scared on my heart
Where I am the weakest
Do you see now love?
Or is this falling on deaf ears?
I'm sure it is
You're not hearing a word
I know
Because tomorrow
It will be the same as it was
Like it never happened
But I never forget
And the words that were said
Haunt me
Day and Night
So thank you Mom
For a new reason
To hate myself
To regret my life
I'm not who you wanted
I'm the broken doll
That you need to put away
Right back on the wooden shelf
I'm sorry for wasting
15 years of your life
When you could have had
A beautiful Angel
I am a demon
I'm sorry this is what you got
I'm sorry that I'm a fuck up
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
It's funny
Even after all of this
You still say
"You don't care"
YOU ARE READING
You Don't Care
PoetryI poem made after someone close to me said that I didn't care about them. It was said because I pushed them away. Depression makes me act like this. They know I'm depressed, but they always seem to ignore that. Maybe they'll hear me now... Probably...
