"You don't care"
The words that crushed me
Burned me
Destroyed meYou've always said
That you care about me
That you love me
That you get meLies
You don't get me
If you did
We wouldn't be hereYou complain
That I never tell you
What's in my head
What's hurting so badI don't tell
Because I can't explain
How could I tell you
About something you've never feltYou say that I'm hurting you
Bringing you down
I know that
I'm not as oblivious as you thinkI'm not the oblivious one
You are
By saying these things
You're causing just as much painDon't you see
Wait
Of course you can't
You just see a pair of angry eyesI don't want to fight you
But you keep pushing me
I don't want to hurt you
But you hurt meYou've scared me dear
Not on my arms
Not on my legs
Not on my stomachThe scars on my arm
Were made by me
The scars on my legs
We're made by meThe scars on my stomach
Were made by me
They were made by my hand
With my knifeThe scars you left
Are ones that will never heal
They're scared on my heart
Where I am the weakestDo you see now love?
Or is this falling on deaf ears?
I'm sure it is
You're not hearing a wordI know
Because tomorrow
It will be the same as it was
Like it never happenedBut I never forget
And the words that were said
Haunt me
Day and NightSo thank you Mom
For a new reason
To hate myself
To regret my lifeI'm not who you wanted
I'm the broken doll
That you need to put away
Right back on the wooden shelfI'm sorry for wasting
15 years of your life
When you could have had
A beautiful AngelI am a demon
I'm sorry this is what you got
I'm sorry that I'm a fuck up
I'm sorry I'm not good enoughIt's funny
Even after all of this
You still say
"You don't care"
YOU ARE READING
You Don't Care
PoetryI poem made after someone close to me said that I didn't care about them. It was said because I pushed them away. Depression makes me act like this. They know I'm depressed, but they always seem to ignore that. Maybe they'll hear me now... Probably...