My worthless little life (lashton)

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// wassupppp:))) //
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*ashton pov*
I lied on my bed. Thinking about that one boy. We use to be best friends but now I don't know what we are anymore.
He glares at me from across the halls in school. All I can do is look back at him and wonder what ever happened to our friendship.

Was it meant to end.
Well friendship does have an 'end' in it.
Anyways bye for now diary. ~Ashton xx
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I put my diary on my little desk in my room.
I walked over to the bed and lied on my bed.
I thought and kept thinking.
I'm so stupid every night I can't sleep until 3am because I over think to much.
I finally fell asleep.
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"ASHTON COME DOWN HONEY YOU NEED TO DO THE CHORES" my step mother said as I lied there in the dark room.
I opened my eyes and groaned.
"Don't be sassy mister you'll do extra".
"Sorry mrs.bitch of the year"
I didn't really say that but I felt like it.
"Sorry" I muttered and got up and did my chores as she drank on the couch.

After the chores were done I snuck out of the house to school.
I hope I'm not late again.
I got to school and ran into the class and almost tripped which made everyone say "Asston fell".
Great another worthless nickname.
I sat in my seat and put my head on my desk.
I always had a crush on the teacher.
He's a guy.
Yes I'm fucking gay.
Get over it.

The teacher came in and Sat at his desk.
He glared at me and I blushed.
"ASHTON GO FUCK THE TEACHER ALREADY"
Calum yelled from the back.
"My eyes widened and I turned around and looked at calum.
"Mr hood! That is not okay go to the principals office" mr hemmings said as he pointed out the door.
Calum walked out of the class staring at me and smirking.
Mr hemmings noticed me blushing and the embarrassment in my eyes.
"Mr Irwin, go ahead" I got the hint and left the class and walked to the bathroom and spent half the day in there.