Life has Nothing to Offer

Chapter 2 (Speechless)

When I arrived home there were Police cars surrounding my house and I ran to officer Robb as fast as I could. I turned him around and asked him " What the hell is going on? Where are my parents?" and as soon as he was about to start talking my eardrums went blank my heart all of a sudden stopped as I saw two officers carrying two body bags. I then realized my parents had overdosed on drugs and Alcohol, maybe if I was there I could've saved them. I started to yell " MOM! DAD!" because I was stuck in the moment I was completely damaged, they were the last people I knew, even though they never had cared for me I was always hoping one day my dad would play catch with me ever since I was five years old, but no I was shitfaced for the last twelve years with drunk parents who would abuse me emotionally deep down. I found my way through Alcohol, the only way I could deal with my stress and keep it under control, but that day I realized that this could be me one day and I started crying. Officer Robb told me " Hey kiddo this isn't your fault, your parents were good people." To be honest that comment got me pissed off so I thought I would give him a piece of my mind and told him " How the fuck would you know? They were asswholes, and never cared for me, I just was hoping they changed there life for there only son, but you know what officer, (my palms started to get sweaty) I'm done, life is a like a litter box you see, you keep getting shitted on and life never seems to get better because no one decides to clean the box and that's how people are, they never decide to change for the better." Officer Robb was SPEECHLESS and that's how this whole parents situation got me thinking, the thing is I had literally no words for what had just happen, I gave you my mind already and now I was just a lone in the world. I really saw things more clearly for myself I even forgot today was my birthday, all of a sudden my phone had blown up with Snapchat's and messages from Kik. I was so depressed that I just through my phone on the ground and broke it, Officer Robb took me by the arm and helped me too the car, we went to headquarters. At that moment my mind went blank, I fell into a deep depression, at headquarters I was just thinking and I really wanted to call Bronson so I did with the police headquarters phone. He told me " What's up fool? I heard you got with that hottie last night, we should go get some wings!" He always had his assholic comments that got me pissed, by the way assholic is half asswhole and half alcoholic and those two words had the most to do with me and Bronson's life. I discussed everything with him and what had happen and he apologized and said I'm coming man, ill meet you in a few..........................