We stood Up quickly,and Faced each other..2 mitres Apart..Million years Away...
I couldn't stare at him, It's true that with my eyes I could find him in a crowd of million people..But that time I couldn't stare at Him...I was looking down at the rain drops hitting the floor, while creating different sized circles..Time passes & the circles fade out One by one...
"You love Rain?" he asked with his husky voice...
I rose my head, my eyes Met his eyes and I Quickly put my head down back " Pluviophillia, You know About it?" I responded
"Yes, it's about loving rain and feeling relaxed when it's raining"
" Yes, I do love rain, I feel like it's a New beginning!! It's like the Earth is cleaning our pain and sadness with that Holy water, You can easily Cry when it's raining, without showing your weakness or even being noticed.. You can dance under the rain and leave your worries far away as well...."
"But I don't really like the Rain" He Said..
I looked at him all wet and Attractive wearing that white low collar t-shirt ripped on the shoulder that I could see trough it...he had such a sexy clavicle bones i had always loved guys with Obvious clavicle bones...I got bad thoughts at that time but I held it back....I hit his Shoulder and said " You hate Rain? It's About a Girl I'm pretty sure"..
he trembled and I saw his ears turning into red so I added while I punch his cheek slightly " Did you love her that much?"
He nervously responded " Yaaa, what bullshit are you saying?"
" Yaaa? Bullshit? Just admit it, If it's not about a Girl? why are you this nervous?" I responded with a surprised voice.
" I just don't like my body to be touched" He said shyly
I murmured in a quite voice " That's not what I watched on Bangtan TV Tho"
"What did you say?" he tried to figure out what did I say..
At that time a Car Passed by sharply fast, and splashed a huge quantity of water on Us, as a reflection I found my self covering him with the jacket to not get wet, we were so close that I felt his breath Against my Neck.
I was frozen for hundred of years.
I couldn't move a muscle.
We were All alone in the world, we were Unique.
He rose his head, and moved it towards my Ear and whispered..."Komawo".
That word, that 3 letter's word slaughtered me..I gathered my Courage..and answered " Next time Be careful, I won't be always Around to Protect you"...
"You will, you'll be Always around" He said that with a quite voice..
" I won't" I repeated.
"I said you will" He said that while pulling me toward him hardly...
Once I felt his Hands on my shoulders, my knees died and couldn't carry my body... I fell down...tears started flowing down....
" I wish you didn't find me, I wish you didn't came, I wish I didn't come here, i wish i stayed the Fan that could Only see you on TV".
" Why are you saying that?" He said that while kneeling to reach my level.
" First, I was crazily Happy that I got to see you, then when I got to know you as a real Person I liked you more and I fell deeper, But that night, that night at your home, I decided not to be a Selfish , Being around you will bring you so much pain and problems, And I can't bare seeing you in pain or hurt..I'd rather die..Even now...I know that lot of people are watching you...Why did you came here ? why Did you searched for my ID, I know you don't like me and for you I'm just like millions of Fan-girls..I know I'm putting up a show, but I'm really dying Inside..I can't stand the Fact of seeing you hurt, I was Already trying to forget about you but... you suddenly appeared to make a Mess Again. I'm not blaming you It's all my fault ... But why are you saying that I should be always Around and protect you? " I was talking while crying..
"Yaaa, Uljimaaaa.you know i can't bare seeing a Girl crying....Everything is Going to be All right" He wiped my tears with his long pretty fingers...and patted my Head.. And added "I knew from the very first beginning that you are different, while reading your diaries, I realised how sincere you are, you knew things About me even my closest friends do not know, you cried when I cried, you felt sick when I was In pain, You even cooked a Birthday cake for me and wrote a lot of letters, Even though You were pretty sure I won't be Able to read them....How are you telling me that you are like millions of Fan-girls? You are Special"
" Chincha? Aren't you lying to me? I said that while staring at him with swollen eyes.
" Chincha...trust me, and believe me"
I looked at my Phone's watch and jumped from my place " Oh Dammit, it's late I should go back to my Room."
" I was going to ask you About that, why aren't you in the University Dorms?
" Because of that shitty Virus, I couldn't register. Now I'm renting a Room in this neighbourhood. A friend of me helped me"
"Lee Seo hyuk? right?"
"eottokae Ara?"
"wow, It was Only your first Day at University, and you got a friend who helped you to rent a Room, and Exchanged phone numbers?
" What should I do then, sleep Outside with homeless guys and Horny perverts? I had No clue, By the way he said he liked me and wanted to keep in touch"
"Heol, Daebak. Why would he like such an Ugly Panda?"
"yeah I know I'm Ugly to reach your standards, But I may be Attractive for some other people" I said that while Pouting.
" Yaaa, Bring back your smile Again,I was just Kidding, It's an advice, don't trust Everyone, remember what happened in Daegu?"
"Arraseo, Arraseo".
He punch my cheeks and Said " what a Good girl"...
"Yaaa, don't do that...that's what i hate the most"....
"when you'll register then?"
"Maybe in 10 Days, You cancelled your Fan meeting too "
"Wow, You're watching me"
" Don't be too proud, I just overheard some Fan girls, Once said she couldn't see Tae-Nampyeon"
" XD, That's cute, you didn't say anything to her?"
"Why would I, Ya Melon head?"
"Yaaa, how could you say that to a Celebrity like me? My fans will kill you if they know About it"
"Tell then, I'll be grateful, Pabo"
"Are you Sure you love me?"
"I'm not sure Any more"
"taesseo, taesseo.....You'll be staying at that house for 10 days? want me to find a Job for you?"
" what? a Job?"
"You said you're Good at English?"
"Yes, I majored English Also at my Country"
"Well me and the members are going to America for a Tour, and we need to learn some English you can help Us?" There is a Announcement on our Official SNS. Apply and I'll make sure you get chosen"
"What about Namjoon? he is Good at English!!"
" No, No... he has lot of work to do, just make sure to apply for the Job, Ok?"
"Ok Then"
"So I'll get to meet the boys, wow, I'm Excited".
"Shut up"...
"Why you're jealous, I might change my mind, I'll go for Suga for Example he is so sweggy and manly..I don't need to protect him all time, Or Jin Oppa he is so handsome and a Good Cook".
"Do what you want you Only love me after all"
"Rude guy, go Away"...
"hhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"I'll tickle you, you said you hate your body being touched...i'm coming for you"...
