Boys will be boys

Chapter 1 : Fuck ups

"MATT NO!" I screamed as Matt tried to kiss me. "You can't kiss me every time you fuck up ! We're done. Over. No more. Get it?". I could tell Matt was about to cry but I couldn't feel any remorse for him. It's the 3rd time he's cheated on me, with a fan I should add. " (y/n) you don't understand! You won't fucking come anywhere with me. What am I meant to do. I'm gone every second month and I have no one. No one to hold and love." Matt said as he sat into the chair pitying himself. "This is my fault?" I replied. "I have school, a job, my family and friends. I'm not giving it for you to go and take pictures with fans? Do you realise what you're asking me?". There was a long, awkward pause. "Nothing, exactly what I thought. It's never your fault. It's my fault for not giving up my life for yours. I'm so sorry Matt. I know how stressed you must be.. Would you like me to give you a massage and run the bath for you?" I said sarcastically as I packed the last of my clothes. "I love you." He replied. This was the first time he'd said that. We were taking things slow and hadn't gotten to the "love stage". "Matt... If you think saying that out of regret and hoping for me to forgive you, you're sorely wrong. I'm sorry but it's over." I picked up my phone and texted Chastity that I was on my way. And with that I grabbed my car keys and luggage, and left.