You've failed me

Thanks, Zaria

WARNING : THIS STORY WILL INCLUDE RAPE, ABUSE, CURSING/FOUL LANGUAGE. IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE IT DO NOT READ! I AM WARNING YOU!

[Nevaeh's POV]

"Shut the fuck up, stupid bitch!" my stepfather yelled, slapping me in the face.
I screamed even louder this time. That wasn't a smart move.
"Dumb bitch,"he yelled, gripping my throat,"Now I got you to shut up."
Tears rushed out of my eyes. I couldn't breathe and my mother just stood there. Watching me get abused.
I thought you loved me, I telepathically said to my mother.
My stepfather let go of my throat and went to get his belt, so I tried to catch my breath.
Please, let someone barge in this home and save me, I prayed.
Then, he came back. The first slash of the belt hit my thigh.
"Arghhhh!"
"Look at the stupid bitch, Mindy."
He kept whipping me, harder each time. Steve then motioned to come help abuse me and she did. She thought it was so funny. She punched me in the eye and yanked on my tightly curly hair.
Mom, you stupid bitch! I hope you rot in hell for this, I thought as she punched me in the side of my jaw and I blacked out.

*****

[Nevaeh's POV]

I walked into school and put on the biggest smile. Most of my friends were standing at my locker waiting for me.

"Hey everyone! What's going on?"

"Hey! We just wanted to surprise you," Sashi smiled.

"Aww, group hug," I said, as we ran into each other's arms.

The bell rang and we split our ways to class.
I had 8th grade English class. So I hurried and ran to the fourth floor and entered class.
I looked around and the only seat was next to Sara Hecklemenn.
I'm not trying to discriminate, but we can't be friends if you eat your earwax and pick your boogers.

"Hello, how nice of you to sit here," Sara chuckled.

"Hi, and yeah how nice of me," I sarcastically laughed.

Class went by fast and before I knew it, it was time for lunch.
I went in the lunch line and picked up a plate of mozzarella sticks with marinara sauce.
I walked to the far end of the table and sat down.
I took out my reading book "Paper Towns," by John Green. I also took out my English notebook and took notes from Chapters 3-6.
I occasionally picked up a mozzarella stick and dipped it in marinara sauce. The bell then rang for class and I ran to P.E.
I made sure to hurry into the girls' locker room and change.

"Omg, I need to stop eating, I'm getting fat," Kira Shapiro said, grabbing her stomach.

I rolled my eyes as someone tapped my shoulder,"How much is the gym uniform."

"Uhm, it's $20. You are so pretty," I squawked.

"Thank you," she smiled, looking at the floor and walking away. I could tell that she had social anxiety.

I finished getting changed and hurried upstairs.
"FREE PLAY!" Coach Raviator yelled, blowing into his whistle.

I decided to run 5 laps around the gym and pace across the gym six times. After that, I would have a drink of water and then stretch. I did this everytime we had free play.

Halfway into my routine, Zaria ran up next to me. I stopped because I knew she wanted to talk to me.

"Wanna come over to my house? We're going to study for the "Paper Towns" quiz."

"Uhm, sorry I can't. I have curfew and I can't miss it."

"Oh okay. If you ever need anything, my door is always open for you."

"Thanks, Zaria."

"Anytime, Nevaeh. See you later," Zaria replied, running into the crowd of playing kids.

*****

[Nevaeh's POV]

I climbed down the stairs of the school bus and walked into the house.

"Finally, you took forever to get home. Now go get undressed, take a shower, and meet me in the guest room. I have a surprise for you." Steve ordered.

I made sure to do what he said so I could avoid any unnecessary beatings.

"Hurry up and lay down on the bed, stupid whore." A tall blonde man instructed.

How am I a stupid whore if I've never wanted to have sex and I only lost my virginity by being raped, I though laying on the bed.

I looked at the four greedy monsters, moving towards my body. This was going to be a ride into the depths of hell.