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(Jinri)
I shut the door tight and i ran to the bed i didnt want to see him. I was scared. He hurted me for all my life! I was abused by him i was teased by him and i was shamed by him. My life was completely crap when i was his punching bag. I never want to see him again. I covered my body with the blanket and buried my face to the pillow. I was shedding a few tears and i tried to stop them. I heared the door creak open and i gasped."Relax its me." I heared his voice and i completely jerked up and went to the corner of the bed and protected myself. He sighed and tried to walk to me
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(Sehun)
She was sacred. I tried to walk to her but that only made her move away and break a few tears. "Dont come close." She said then grabbed the pillow to cover her. I walked to her anyway and sat on the bed. She was shaking i can feel it. "Don't come here please... i feel threaten when your here." She said then cried. My heart broke when i saw her up close crying. She was hurt and broken.
"I just wanted to say sorry jinri." I said then reached for her arm. She swatted it away and moved further to the other corner of the bed. She was crying hard. "If your sorry then leave me alone! Thats the only way i will know you care! Oh i was wrong you never cared! You care for your popularity and not about someone who was stolen from everything. My bed, my belongings and my little food! You took that all! I was left there starving to death morning and night not having anything at all to keep me motivated. All because of you!" She said then held onto her knees waiting if she would get hurt.I didnt know i made her suffer like this. I bullied her first then people started copying me. i felt regretful and sadness. My heart broke even more. I looked at her and saw the scratched and wounds i made on her. They were huge. Why didnt i notice that i was killing her? Why didnt i notice that i was a threat to her? All because of me.... i made her a weak and scared girl. She was thin and she didnt want to be like this. Its true what she said. I took everything and thew it away. "Im sorry jinri." I said then looked down. "That isnt enough for what you caused me... your a monster." She said then cried.
Yes i am a monster. A mean monster in her eyes. I was getting deppressed for a moment when i saw her, "go away if your sorry... i will be fine im use to it." She said then lied down. I didnt want it to be like this. I dont want her to suffer anymore. She was hurt enough. I sighed but i didnt move. She was completely ignoring me. I was staring at her back side. Her spine bones can be seen. Gosh she is thin.
5 minutes passed and she fell asleep. I moved closer to her and kissed her temple on her left. She was indeed really warm on her forehead. I brushed a few starnds of hair away and i stared at her side view. She is innocent. I stood up and walked to the door. I looked back at her and sighed. I need to make it up to her. I was douche bag because i didnt realise that all this time i was hurting her. Her screams and groans of getting hurt from the cuts and bruises i was giving her didn't tell me that i was hurting her.
I was walking down to the living room and sat on the couch with a frown on my face. I ruffled my hair in irritation. A pat on my shoulder startled me and i looked up and saw my brother jongin and my cousins baekhyun and kyungsoo. They sat beside me and rubbed my shoulder. "Hyungs i messed everything really." I said then looked down scratching my head. They understand because i told them about her.
They never really met her because they were always at work. I told them that i bully her and made her really upset. They did get mad at me but then told me to fix everything up. "We know sehun... we kinda heared your convorsation." Baekhyun said then patted my shoulder. I shot up and looked at the 3. They gave me a 'Whats wrong' look. "Dont listen!" I said then lied on my stomach on the other couch.
The 3 laughed at me. "Aigoo sehun your so grown up!" Jongin said then jumped ontop of me. "Argh get off your heavy argh!" I said but then kyungsoo and baekhyun joined in and piled ontop of me. "Yah yah my bones will break get of you heavy brats!" I said then wiggled. "Human sandwich!" Baekhyun said. Since he was the top he sat on kyungsoo's butt and started to jump up and down. "ARGH GET OF ME BAEKHYUN YOUR MAKING IT WORST!" i said then jumped up making the 3 people fall on the floor laughing.
These people are always so crazy they wont stop being weird. Everytime i come in or see them thwy are either laughing for nothing or lying down on the floor saying "why do dogs bark" I just cant stand them. "Dont ever jump on my again stupid people." I said then i heared baekhyun say "love you too."
Tommorow i will try talking to her.
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So i decided to add them in here.
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