After All [SM®]

I: The bestfriend

🎶 Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you 🎶

I really love this song. It calms me down yet it makes me sad at the same time.

It's ironic how something can comfort you and make you cry at the same time right?

Just like him. He is my happiness and my sorrow.

"Oh my God Jillian you're crying again. Sinasabayan mo pa yung ulan ng drama mo."

I smiled bitterly dahil para kong tanga dito na kinakausap mag isa yung sarili ko.

Yung ulan kasi e at yung kanta ang lakas makapag palungkot.

Kung bakit ba kasi nakalimutan ko pa yung payong ko so eto tuloy mag isa kong naghihintay dito sa waiting shed malapit sa school.

Kelan kaya titigil yung ulan? Gusto ko ng makauwi bago pa ko gabihin dito at mamatay sa lamig.

Naputol ang pagmumuni muni ko ng mapansin ko yung mga batang masayang naglalaro sa ulan. Naghahabulan ng nakapaa lang at masayang nagtatawanan.

That scene brings back a fond memory of how I met him.

(FLASHBACK)

First day ko today sa bago kong school, I'm a first year high school now.

"Jillian come here let's fix your hair."

That's my mom. Nakalimutan nya yata na first year high school na ko dahil kung tratuhin nya ko parang elementary student pa rin.

"Mama no need na po. I like my hair simple. Okay na po yung nakalugay na lang sya."

"But baby you really look cute pag naka ponytail ka. Mas nakikita yung heart shape mong face."

"Mama I don't want to look cute anymore. I'm a lady now so I want to look beautiful."

"And who says you're a lady now young girl?"

Okayyy. That's my dad. And yes, we all know that to our dads we will always be little girls.

"Good morning Papa!"

I gave him a smile and kissed his cheeks.

"I said papa. I'm in high school now so I have to start training myself to be a lady right? I don't wanna be treated like a little girl anymore."

My pala looked at me and smile the open his arms asking me to give him a hug.

"Okay young lady but remember you will always be papa's baby girl okay? I love you."

"I love you too papa and yes I will always be your baby girl."

"And our baby princess also."

"Yes!"

Bumitaw ako ng yakap kay papa at nilingon ang mga kuya kong kababa lang. I approached them and gave them kisses.

"Good morning kuyas."

"Good morning princes."
-Kuya Jio

"Good morning honey."
-Kuya Jared

"Good mornig panget."
-Kuya James

Nawala yung ngiti ko at tiningnan ng masama si Kuya James. Hilig talaga nito ang asarin ako. Ang aga aga.

"James don't start a fight ang aga aga."
-Papa

"I'm just kidding Papa. She's not panget. She can't be panget. Walang panget sa lahi natin. Hahaha"