Trust Me Eren

Sorry Sir!

Chapter 6: Sorry Sir!

My eyes widened as his lips found mine and I felt as though my heart would beat out my chest. For a moment I couldn't quite grasp what was going on. The corporal was.. Kissing me?!

My mind was racing. Why is he kissing me? I didn't understand. But.. I didn't mind it either. His lips were nice and warm.. And much softer than they looked.

I relaxed a little and after a second a small hum sounded from my throat as I closed my eyes. I slowly started to kiss him back.

The kiss was soft and slow. It was my first. And I was loving every second of it. The butterflies in my tummy and the way our lips fit together so perfectly.

Eventually he pulled away to breathe and I opened my eyes, looking up at him as I caught my breath. He looked back at me, a little dazed for a moment.

"Sorry.." He seemed to realise what he had done. He started to get off of me, releasing his grip on my wrists.

As he sat up I wrapped my arms around his neck to stop him. I leaned up off the ground and pressed our lips together again. I didn't really know what I was doing but I knew I didn't want to stop kissing him yet.

He seemed a bit shocked at first but he soon kissed back. As he kissed back I lay my back on the ground again but I kept my arms around his neck.

This kiss was deeper than the last, his hands gently resting on my hips. I gladly gave in to the kiss, letting him take the lead.

My head started to get a bit fuzzy as we kissed and I became a little lost in the moment. The kiss started to get a tad heated and before I knew it I'd let out a soft moan into the kiss.

Levi made a low hum in response and deepened the kiss further. I didn't mind though, I was enjoying it.

I slowed tangled my fingers in his hair as we kiss. And my heart fluttered as I moved my lips with his. Levi slowly glided his hands further up my sides and shifted slightly. He moved his leg and his knee pressed against my crotch. I yelped, surprised by the sudden contact.

And I panicked. I didn't mean to do it, it was just a reflex. My knee moved faster than my brain. Yup. I kneed him in the privates. 

The kiss broke instantly and a small strangled sound came from Levi in a pitch I didn't think he could make. He rolled off of me and I gasped as I realised with I had done

"Ah! I'm sorry!!" I sat up.

"Fuck" he cursed and groaned in pain, looking as though he might be sick.

"I'm really sorry Corporal, I didn't mean it!" I worried "Are you okay? I'm really sorry" I rambled.

"Damn.." He croaked "That's one way to stop unwanted advances"

"I-I'm really sorry, I panicked.." I blushed pure red. I felt really bad. And so embarrassed.

"Jesus Jeager.. What the hell was that for?" He asked, seeming to have gotten over the initial shock. I must have kneed him quite hard.

"I'm sorry.." I repeated sadly "It's just, you moved.. And your knee just.." I tried to explain, feeling silly now "I got a fright.." I felt my cheeks heat up even further.

He looked at me and groaned "I guess I can't blame you" he sighed begrudgingly before carefully sitting up.

I looked down and mumbled yet another apology. He punched my arm but there was no strength behind it.

"Shut up" he grumbled "I kicked you so hard you lost a tooth remember? Now we're even" Was he trying to comfort me?

I paused for a moment before giggling softly "I guess that is true" I shook my head.

We sat there for a moment, no one really saying anything. But it was a comfortable silence.

After a while Levi sighed "You need to have more confidence" he spoke up.

"Wh-What..?" I looked at him, confused.

"You're so scared about not being able to defend yourself but you took me down pretty easily" He explained and I blushed again "And if you can take down humanity's strongest soldier, you sure as hell take down anyone else" I paused, a little taken aback by his words. Maybe he was right, maybe I shouldn't worry so much.

A smile spread across my face and I hugged him "Thank you sir" he seemed a little surprised.

"Don't mention it.." He mumbled and after a while I moved back to sit next to him again.

"Shall we get back to training now..?" I asked and he snorted.

"I think you've had enough training for one day" he rolled his eyes and I giggled.

"Sorry" I couldn't help but laugh a little now at how ridiculous the whole thing was.

Levi just shook his head at me and got up. He held out a hand to help me up and I blushed softly, taking his hand. He gently pulled me to my feet and our eyes locked for a moment. We were only a breath apart and our hands were still clasped together. For a second he looked like he was going to lean in but he seemed to decide against in. He dropped my hand and moved back.

"We should get back" He said, looking away.

"Alright.." I nodded, a little flushed. We then started the walk back to HQ.

We walked in an almost awkward silence and I was left with so many questions. Why had Levi kissed me? Was it part of the training? Had he wanted to? Did he enjoy it? Did he think it was weird when I kissed him again? Does he think I'm stupid? There were too many questions that I didn't know the answers to.

"Quit looking so worried" Levi spoke up as we neared the edge of the forest.

"Huh?" I looked at him.

"You're thinking too much" he sighed "I'm fine"

"O-Oh.." I nodded "Yeah, alright" I sighed. He looked at me and shook his head.

"What's wrong??" He continued his questioning.

"Nothing" I blushed slightly.

"You're a bad liar Jeager" he rolled his eyes.

"Really Corporal, nothing's wrong" I insisted.

"Eren." He grabbed my wrist and stopped walking at the edge of the trees "Stop lying"

"I'm not.." He gave me a look and I sighed "Fine.. I've never been kissed before.." I mumbled, looking down.

"Seriously??" He looked confused.

"I-I gotta go, I'm on lunch duty!" I slipped out of his grip and rushed towards HQ. I felt like such an idiot.

I just wished my heart would stop beating so quickly...