High School Grilxgirl

Charpter 5

she kissed me in her classroom. someone could have caught us but she didnt care. it was nice to have someone who didn't care if someone saw us for once even though her risks are way higher than Paige's

"We need to talk" I said to Tara and just then I started hearing Paige calling for me

"Delaney?" Paige called for me. why was she looking for me we pulled away from each other and i looked out of her door and saw paige

"Paige what"

"hey baby" she said and tried to kiss me but i pushed her away and tears started welling up in my eyes

"whats wrong" she said

" you broke up with me " i said with a tear running down my cheek

" i didnt mean it i had to say it because my friends found out because of how much time we were spending together" she said

"And I'm guessing you have to say or do something to make them believe you like, I was just using her, or kiss a guy and say he was you little boy toy or something right"

"All three. But at least their not on our case any more" she said somehow we had scooted in front of the door way of Tara's classroom and she saw and herd everything and I swear I could hear her blood boiling

"Baby you know I love you" she said

"I don't think you do. I don't think your really who you think you are. I usually hate it when people say its just a phase but it might just be a phase for you I mean your in high school your suppose to experiment. me, I've been a lesbian since I was 9 years old ive just never felt for guys like I did with girls. And I don't want to be in a relationship were I don't know when your gonna just go back to the boys. I don't want to worry all the time. Hell you won't even look at me in public because your scared your friends will see. all because of what? Wait I'll answer that for you, your scared you'll get kicked off the cheer leading squad and you won't get a scholar ship. Well have you ever thought of working harder in school? When I tutored you you caught on quick and the test you took after you got and A on it it was as easy for you as it is for me I'm just not so distracted with cheerleading, friends and..... Boys" I said

"Are you breaking up with me" she said. Is that seriously all the got of of my speach.

"Yes, but I'm doing this so you don't have to waist anymore time on me but I hope when can still be friends. Oh wait we can't do that either right because of your friends? I said. This made her cry and she walked away I had been holding in tears the entire time myself and I broke down. I couldn't hold them anymore.

"Are you OK" Tara asked me

"Yes of course Tara I'm fucking wonderful!" I hissed

"I'm sorry I just-" she tried to finish but I cut her off

"Your such a doof" I said and I giggled and wiped the tears off my face its weird she could make my mood change so fast

"What?" She asked confused

"Why are you apologizing I just yelled at you" I said standing up, hugging her, and sniffing

"Hey I should get going" I said

"OK I'll see you tommow sweet dreams"

"Thank you, you too, goodnight" I said walking out to my car. I got in my car and drove home. When I got there it was about 6:30

"Hey honey have you been at school this whole time" my mom asked

" yeah"

"How was your day" my dad asked

"Fine I'm really tired I'm gonna go to bed I'm not that hungry either so night" I said walking up the stairs I crawled into my memory foamed king sized be and fell asleep

*morning at school*

I walked in the school and went to my locker I got my books and everything else I needed and went to class. I couldn't concentrate on anything I couldn't stop thinking about tara. OK I wouldn't say Tara was like a mother figure to me when her and my dad were together she was only like 21 she was more of just my friend. She took me out to get ice cream and as a 10 year old obviously I loved it and we just did friendly type stuff and when she left.... It hurt. A lot. And what hurt more is that she knew what he was doing to me and she didn't do anything then she just left. I went to my classes and Tara wasn't at school today maybe she's sick I'm gonna check in on her

Delaney- hey Tara why aren't you at school today

She didn't text me back. Was she avoiding me? Did she regret kissing me? Maybe she just doesn't have her phone. Yeah let's just go with that. The rest of the week was very boring and every time I saw Tara she would run in the other direction and in class she didn't look at me and she did not answer my questions even though I didn't actually need help and I think she knew that so on Friday I stayed in her class until the kids left

"I have a meeting you should go" she said she was wearing a Beenie so I took it off her head and put it on mine and we ran around the classroom I got to tired to continue so she cought me a pinned my againsed her desk we were so close I could feel her breath on my lips I leaned in to kiss her but she pulled away and took her beenie back off of my head

"Why Are you avoiding me?" I asked

"Look I'm sorry I kissed you and I'm sorry if I led you on but we can't do this I've known you since you were 6years old and I'm your teacher and im getting married and we can't don't this so just leave!" She said getting louder and louder as she got to the end of her sentence I can't believe it. She's getting married

"Fuck you Tara" I said bumping into her, grabbing my back and crying as I walked out of her classroom. We avoided each other everyday all day I was smart I played attention without looking at her and even if I didn't pay attention I still knew it it went on like that for months until then bullies came back

"Hey dyke" john said pushing me up againsed a locker. Hard.

"I need and English assignment done by next period do it or regret not doing it..... Your choice" he said

"No.... I-im n-not d-doing it" I managed to say damn studdering then he got that evil smerk on his face and cracked his knucked he through a punch at me but I ducked and instead he hit the locker I was standing in front of with a loud bang and he yelled in pain I was so angry from everything that he had put me through from everything everyone put me through that I just punched him repeatedly in his face not only was his nose bleeding but my knuckles were bleeding too then someone pulled me away.....